i woke up this morning determined that during my lunch break at work i would go to my car and call my mum to come out to her. i practised what i would say, how i would answer some question i thought she would ask, how i would explain how i would start my HRT.
then came to my lunch break and i chickened out, i thought to myself i'll do it a couple of hours, that i need to be at my computer to do any packages that could come up. i must have did this subconsciously knowing that i had meetings then so i wouldn't be able to do it