You see, not all instances of a word is bad.
When I use it to describe intense feelings caused by the so called people with "credentials" ignoring my issues, from authorities dismissing a case of murder attempt on me to a good therapist kicking me off his office yelling "WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO?" to an endo hiv-scaring my parents and talking with insurance company and getting my blood tests out of coverage, to a world president saying vaccines cause autism (which I probably happen to have, just didn't stumble upon a good enough psychiatrist to actually get it diagnosed) and actively att…