@alphabet wow, how intense is it that it causes "rhabdo"?
@alphabet no that's Dipshit Syndrome, totally different thing
Rhabdomyolysis doesn't get to the stage of brain damage because acute renal failure first kills the heart. Left untreated the patient dies before any neurological manifestations present themselves.
I mean I suppose if you reverse it late but not too late, the brain could suffer a bit from hypoxia
Genes are also still important. A misplaced allele here and there makes people more susceptible to releasing myoglobin from muscle.
@alphabet well that's six cases of rhabdo and I suspect during the same period 600 torn ligaments would be reported, so my point still stands
I'm trying to send a postcard since September, to a woman I know, but can't focus my attention on this. This may sound strange, but it's true. I could not explain it to the psychotherapist yesterday, because when I'm talking face to face, I'm communicating alright, but once at home by myself, I'm randomly reading something non-stop.
Maybe as a way to distract myself from anxiety, if CBT is to be believed.
@Mitch I'm afraid of opening letters and making calls. I've been afraid of opening one letter from a runner friend which he sent back in the summer. It's still unread.
Similarly with job vacancies. I keep creating Word files with list of vacancies, and do not contact the companies.
I'm afraid.
And I can't decide.
And I haven't been able to send a postcard since September, despite thinking of it every day.
@M.A.R. As I understand it, 80-90% of the Department of Energy's job is maintaining the nuclear weapons stockpile; everyone just assumes from the title that it mostly involves "energy" of other forms.