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@nosmoking I used to play two years before. I have played state level (Maximum level one can play from school) but then due to new fukin coach i stop it!!!!!!
 
5:39 AM
if about basketball is due to my height then i was just kidding that i am 6"8', very few asian are soo tall :p
i am only 183 cms
 
6:13 AM
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user77755I have never seen "fucking pay" before. what does it mean. I have read this in this sentences " Let's hope you're right. that's all I have to say. Because otherwise... you know? soneone, somewhere is going to fucking pay."

That is the lamest effing question I ever saw.
@tchrist - I see you're back. How are you tonight?
 
@medica Did you get my email address?
 
@ Hey Jasper! Yes, I did, thanks.
Good to see you!
How are you?
 
Pretty much the same, trying to get better.
 
OCD?
 
Yup, something like that.
 
6:22 AM
How can you try to get better, may I ask? Hmm...
that would put an undue burden on you, I would think.
 
I need time to sort out my thoughts. I also need to think about many other things.
I kind of have developed my own coping techniques, though they may not be the best.
 
Have you (please forgive me if I am trespassing) ever thought of thinking less, and just doing?
Like, doing things you might have to force yourself to do.
 
That will come when I have thought enough. I can't really function normally until then.
 
:(
Well, I hope that comes soon.
 
I can't exactly describe my methods, but they seem to be the only ones. I am not seeing a therapist now, but I am always considering it. But I am still taking meds.
I hope my liberation comes soon too. When I look back at my life, I have never been truly happy.
 
6:26 AM
Meds are good, very good. But a good therapist is worth their weight in gold. And are hard to find.

Are you glad to be back here? I'm happy to see you back.
I'm sorry to hear that.
 
Yes, I am trying not to delete my account anymore, it is a bad habit, but not really part of my OCD.
I will try my best to get well, but there is a possibility that I may never get well again, whatever that means, in which case I will suffer for the rest of my life till death.
 
Good. I was sorry you left. I'm glad, though, that you are giving out your email address. If I hadn't seen you here, I would have written soon.
 
So, although I make plans for the future, in a way I also live one day at a time.
 
Are there any things that give you pleasure? There must be some.
 
I have also changed my email address many times, but I am trying to keep this one forever, lol.
 
6:29 AM
Ah, good.
 
Yes, I like walking in my favourite shopping mall. I do that at least once a week.
I am currently targeting total recovery by the end of next year.
When next year starts, I will try to study math from morning till night every day.
 
Good! I hope this happens.
 
I need to prepare for the GRE to apply to grad school.
I have forgotten almost all the math I have learnt, which is not much.
 
that's exciting and intimidating!
I stink at math.
What will you be applying for? Programming? Other?
 
@medica My plans have been delayed for several years. Every year I say that, but every year I find that I am still unable to focus, but I always hope that I won't have to wait another year.
@medica Math, the most important inanimate thing in my life.
 
6:32 AM
well, that is an intimidating prospect, if you've forgotten all your math. But go for it. You can do it.
My mother gave me some really good advice once.
Want to hear it?
 
OK.
 
@JasperLoy nobody can forget maths it's just we need to do is take a look and practice a bit again.
 
When I was thinking of switching into medicine, I was really struggling with it, because it was so late (to me) in my life. I complained to her, But mom, I'll be (x years old) by the time I finish.
She said:
You're going to be (x years old) anyway. You might as well be an (x year old) doctor.
 
@Freddy I am not talking about high school math, but beyond that. =)
@medica LOL
 
I had never thought of it that way. :)
But I knew immediately that she was right.
So, in a year, be an (x year old) math grad student!
 
6:36 AM
We will all grow old and then die one day. Birth, old age, sickness, and death are all suffering.
 
yep. Might as well be doing something that we think might make us happier.
 
@medica Actually in a few years, because one still needs to take the GRE, apply, etc.
 
Even (maybe especially) if we have to work for it.
Well, if you need a cheerleader, or a push, just let me know.
but I really think you'll be happier once you're doing something that will move you in a different direction.
So study hard for the GRE!
:)
How are things here?
It seems very quiet.
 
Thank you for the encouragement.
I am just editing a question on the site.
 
avec plaisir.
 
6:40 AM
Is it your bed time yet?
 
good.
Ah, my bedtimes are all messed up since I got back from Italy.
But yes, I should go soon.
 
Ah, Italy! I like pasta carbonara and opera, lol.
 
:D
Didn't see any opera, but ate very well, and a lot!
 
I am trying to lose 10 kg, lol.
 
Am trying to lose some weight now. Not fun.
I would gladly lose 10 kg.
I really like food, though.
 
6:43 AM
You talked to nosmoking too, I saw. He should put on more weight, lol.
 
My son, who can eat all day and not put any weight on, dragged us to full meals 3 times/day.
Oh, I'm so glad he's starting to get to normal weight!
I had a problem with my leg on the flight, so exercise is not an option for me right now.
 
I eat only 1 full meal a day now, but still fat.
 
Yea, I know that situation.
One time, I lost about 40 pounds.
 
Wow, that is a lot.
 
Not doing anything.
Yeah, I was young and my first love broke up with me.
 
6:47 AM
I lost weight when I fractured both arms before.
 
I guess I stopped eating.
Wow!
Seriously?
 
I never dated or had a girlfriend, lol.
 
OKCupid?
 
I quit when the girl I wanted to message quit, lol. Maybe I will join again.
 
:(
Two of my friends found their spouses there.
 
6:49 AM
It's a good site, totally FOC.
 
I could hardly believe it, but, it seems to happen a lot.
FOC?
 
free of charge
 
even better!
go for it!
 
Are you going to email me? Then I would have your address.
 
Yes, I will. I'll do so tomorrow.
 
6:51 AM
You better go and sleep now.
 
And I do hope you'll write back.
:)
Alors, then, bonne nuit.
 
Good night.
 
:)
 
any funny full form of L.B.H. possible?
 
length breadth height
 
6:55 AM
Funny, because my chemistry teacher gives us L.B.H.(learn by heart) topics. I always enjoy commenting on this type of stuff
As soon as i comment he sends me out of class, lol
best punishment
 
7:12 AM
@medica Now medicated. Hiking to the top required more than my knee would put up with, but I of course did it anyway. So I am now on a crutch; naproxen (440mg so clinical dose not typical OTC); Voltaren gel; another topical gel from a compounding pharmacy that includes ketamine and tetracaine; and oxycodone. The oxycodone is keeping me awake, of course; I really really hate it. I cannot quite explain my little Tourette’s postings, though. :)
It would have been very very very easy to (unintentionally) plunge hundreds of feet to my death from the top, since I went to the edge for ash dispersal. And of course, there was a wind blowing up, which was very freaking when the obvious occurred.
Label on compounded gel reads KETA/BACLO/CYCLO/DICLO/GABA/TETRACAINE; I no longer have the script that says the proportions of each but I am guessing that might be descending order; not sure. But I see that Voltaren is just diclo — but I didn’t notice that there was an overlap. Ok, so I won’t mix those anymore; I hate accidentally double-dosing on anything, even if it is “just” a topical anti-inflammatory.
 
 
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articulations are bitches
 
9:01 AM
What is the word representing whether a term raised to an odd integer or an even integer?
 
10:00 AM
You may be thinking of anti-symmetric and symmetric (in that order).
 
@tchrist, It was very well done of you. What a beautiful and fitting ceremony. If my children honor me so, I will feel much loved.
Perhaps, after some reflection, it is time to put thoughts of the deaths around you away, and start to heal, your knee and your spirit.
Your Touretts posting (funny) can be attributed to the meeting of circumstance and drug. :)
That knee sounds like a problem. Are you scheduled for surgery? What is the trial period?
You're lucky to have a compounding pharmacy for you. The gel precludes ice (a big help in acute injuries), but it will all work in the end.
Take care, the worst is perhaps behind you.
 
10:32 AM
@cyanide-basedfood There seems to be no such word.
 
@JasperLoy: Hi jasper!
 
@cyanide-basedfood Hello, have we spoken before?
@cyanide-basedfood Oh my ghost!
 
@JasperLoy: Yes of course. I ate rice in a rusty ricecooker.
 
@cyanide-basedfood OK. It seems that you are always 13.
 
@JasperLoy :-)
@JasperLoy: Did you get married?
 
10:35 AM
@cyanide-basedfood No, I am still single and available.
 
@JasperLoy Free of charge? :-)
 
@cyanide-basedfood Yes, lol.
 
@JasperLoy: HOw are you?
 
@cyanide-basedfood Pretty much the same, still trying to get better.
 
@JasperLoy I hope so. :-)
 
10:38 AM
@cyanide-basedfood Hope one day you will tell me your secrets.
 
@JasperLoy :-)
I am not confident for sure.
 
@cyanide-basedfood I think you are around my age.
 
@JasperLoy :-)
 
@cyanide-basedfood Parity refers to whether a number is even or odd. Polarity refers to whether it is positive or negative. That is all I have come across.
 
@JasperLoy: The following might help to understand what I want to say.
 
10:43 AM
All I see is black squares.
Oh I see it now.
 
I don't know why they become black rectangles.
 
@cyanide-basedfood You can simply say odd power or even power like you have done so.
 
I am looking for the term to represetn "the type of power".
 
I don't know of any such term. No need to invent terms for this kind of thing.
 
@JasperLoy OK. Thanks.
 
10:51 AM
@cyanide-basedfood I remember you said you are Kee Kee, lol.
 
@JasperLoy Hehehe. Ta ke...
Don't kill me ta ke.
哥哥
 
@cyanide-basedfood That is not hanyupinyin. It should be da ge.
@cyanide-basedfood That is ge ge.
@cyanide-basedfood Her hanyupinyin name is qi qi.
 
@JasperLoy OK. Thanks.
 
@cyanide-basedfood I guess I will never ever find out your secrets.
 
@JasperLoy I am not as pretty as Eva Huang for sure.
黃聖依
 
10:59 AM
@cyanide-basedfood You have a beautiful heart.
 
@JasperLoy :-)
 
@cyanide-basedfood Did you watch Heaven's Coins 1 and 2?
 
@JasperLoy Not yet.
 
@cyanide-basedfood How is your physical problem now?
 
@JasperLoy Still the same. :(
 
11:02 AM
@cyanide-basedfood Will you get better one day, or is it permanent?
 
@JasperLoy Need much money to recover. :(
 
@cyanide-basedfood OK. I am not rich, so I cannot help you with that. I wish you good luck.
@cyanide-basedfood It is also not easy for me to recover, but I am taking some medication now.
 
@JasperLoy Hehehe... That is the everlasting problem.
@JasperLoy did you watch One Liter Tear?
 
@cyanide-basedfood Have you used pst-solides3d?
@cyanide-basedfood Yes, I watched both the movie and the drama series.
 
@JasperLoy Not yet. Because the terms used in pst-solides3d are not easy to remember.
 
11:09 AM
@cyanide-basedfood Ah OK. I think it is the most powerful TeX package among the two thousand of them.
 
@JasperLoy Why?
 
@cyanide-basedfood It can produce such beautiful 3D graphics. There is no equivalent.
 
@JasperLoy Asymptote can produce much better ones.
 
@cyanide-basedfood Yes, but it lacks the macros of pstricks. One has to do a lot of programming to get the picture with asymptote.
 
@JasperLoy I hate inconsistencies in PSTricks.
 
11:13 AM
@cyanide-basedfood I am not an expert in any TeX package. However, I know you are an expert of pstricks.
 
@JasperLoy Thanks. But I am still learning. Herbert , Cristoph are the masters.
 
@cyanide-basedfood Do you know about pstricks.blogspot.com? Beautiful!
 
Is mathematics, physics, chemistry, biology certification famous in Singapore?
@JasperLoy Yes. Of course.
 
@cyanide-basedfood Why do you ask?
 
Is there such an certification institute in Singapore?
Just want to know, you might invent it if it is not already available. :-)
 
11:16 AM
@cyanide-basedfood During my time, I took the O-level and A-level exams by Cambridge. Nowadays there are other programs like IB.
@cyanide-basedfood Although it has reputation for its education program, it is mostly rubbish to me. Lots of memorisation and little understanding of math in the classrooms.
 
@cyanide-basedfood Where are you now?
 
@JasperLoy Not too far from Singapore.
I want to go to Singapore, where can I find the good and complete book store there?
 
@cyanide-basedfood What do you want to buy?
 
@JasperLoy Singaporean mathematics book
Tan C Keong's book.
 
11:22 AM
@cyanide-basedfood I think you should just shop on amazon, more choices.
 
Additional mathematics, Shing Lee's boook, etc
 
@cyanide-basedfood The books written by local authors are mostly rubbish to me.
 
@JasperLoy :-)
 
@cyanide-basedfood The high ranking of students here on international tests is for routine questions that involve much memorisation and little understanding. So the ranking means nothing to me.
 
My inbox is broken. I can't make the stupid red number go away. For two days now it's been unkillable.
 
11:26 AM
@cyanide-basedfood Do you still have the gif you made for me?
@RegDwigнt Same here.
 
@JasperLoy I forgot where I put the source.
 
@cyanide-basedfood OK. I forgot which part of the transcript it is in.
@cyanide-basedfood What kind of math are you learning now? High school stuff?
 
@cyanide-basedfood Yes, I know that.
 
@JasperLoy For giving a private lecture to my high school student.
I have to prepare a lecture not for them.
I make money from teaching.
 
11:31 AM
@cyanide-basedfood I found the gif!
 
@JasperLoy Very nice :-)
 
@cyanide-basedfood Thank you. I hope you recover soon. If there is a next life, I hope you have a good rebirth.
 
@JasperLoy Thank you honey!
Next time, please talk in another room.
 
12:02 PM
@cyanide-basedfood is cyanide-based food good?
It's just Carbon-Azote
I prefer Curry to enliven plates, but why not
 
12:19 PM
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What the actual.
 
@nosmoking :-)
 
@JasperLoy why is your name on a Macedonian flag?
room topic changed to English Language & Usage: Taxes half off on answer holiday weekend (no tags)
 
Maybe the Macedonian flag is on his name.
@RegD did you ever think of that^?
Btw what is the regular tax rate on answers?
 
12:38 PM
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KumarWhat are the different ways to answer this kind of question in English?

Ah, Sundays...
Here's a suggestion: shut the site down between Friday and Monday.
@skullpatrol seven.
 
Does that including all taxes or are there hidden dummy taxes?
If so, please explain to me what a "dummy tax" means :-)
 
But if we have to explain to you what a dummy tax is, then we must first tax you said tax!
 
Did you just call me a dummy?
Some people say that buying a lottery ticket is a tax on dummies.
Also, you never answered my question if all taxes are included :-)
 
1:18 PM
I just ate a lot, now I feel bloated.
 
Today's Listening | Indie Dance / Nu Disco (Mixsets day 17)
 
 
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@GnomeSlice mixtape is nice. Seems u r music lover like me!
 
You know it
 
super good
 
@Freddy I know this one. Very upbeat.
 
but never bores you
 
2:44 PM
 
@RutvikSutaria you may also like this
 
@RutvikSutaria you will also like i m sexy n i know it by LMFAO
 
I am not a fan of LMFAO
Really into this stuff lately
 
2:51 PM
Hello!
I have returned from the countryside.
 
@Cerberus hello
 
@Freddy I see you have Coldplay in your avatar. What do you think of this?
 
Hi Freddy.
@tchrist Haha that is true!
 
i love old one like 1985 or rolling stone
@GnomeSlice i have most of them in my computer
out them my favourite is The Eclipse
 
@Freddy desolation raw is better then rolling stone if we talk about Bob Dylan
 
3:00 PM
@RutvikSutaria dude his best is blowin my mind
 
Love it
Doesn't sound like our tastes line up, lol.
 
@Freddy Don't too much about him only listened his two songs.
 
@GnomeSlice ya
 
That's me lol
 
this one is better avatar
 
3:06 PM
I use that on music sites.
I have different versions of the one I use here that I switch between every now and then.
 
seems you made it yourself
 
Correct. :)
 
Which is ur favourite band
 
That's a really tough pick.
Rameses B maybe.
I used to be really into Pretty Lights, but I haven't listened to him much lately.
I'm a big fan of nervous_testpilot as well.
I don't think I have one single favourite.
 
i like u2, pink floyd, beatles, backstreet boys and many many more, lol
 
3:13 PM
I'm not a hipster, but I don't really listen to the radio so I don't know a lot of popular music, lol.
 
i haven't seen single guy who have only 1 favourite. It is not possible to have.
 
@RutvikSutaria When I was in high school Disturbed was my favourite. Hands down.
 
Band camp reminds me of American Pie, lol
Today i got chance to listen many nice music
 
@Freddy I liked only first 3 parts of American Pie
and last one reunion
 
@RutvikSutaria ohhh You have seen all
 
3:21 PM
Yes in 2 days
 
hahahaha I haven't seen last two
I have seen first part when i was 12, lol
 
lucky your parents did not caught you. I was caught watching naked mile exactly when they were running mile, lol
 
@RutvikSutaria OMG
@GnomeSlice you should try some rock type or you know some high beats
 
I still listen to a little metal
And some rock from time to time, but not in a while.
Weezer, The Black Crowes, used to be into Metallica
You might like this
 
@GnomeSlice This is my taste, thanks for this
 
3:32 PM
 
See there below i have aready downloaded it
 
@Freddy From where did you get it
 
@RutvikSutaria mp3 skull
 
Lemaitre rocks
 
really nice
 
3:37 PM
I am big fan of Imagine Dragons
 
@RutvikSutaria This time they were nominated in Grammy Awards
 
Yes for radioactive but did not win :(
 
@GnomeSlice soundcloud.com/mariebers/rocks-imagine-dragons maybe you will like this
 
@Freddy Interesting.
Yeah I like this.
Kind of reminds me of this:
@Freddy Kinda short, but that was good, thanks.
 
half song contain "we fall" at last. I like way he sings it
 
3:48 PM
Demons is also nice
 
bye guys its Dinner time over here
 
@RutvikSutaria Yeah this is nice too
 
Imagine Dragons rocks
 
@Freddy @RutvikSutaria Do you guys listen to chiptune at all?
 
I have heard of Freddy from many girls. when they all talk they always says Freddy is mad behind music
@GnomeSlice nope
 
3:57 PM
I see.
 
I have once or twice
@RutvikSutaria which all girls told that?
 
This is incredible
but if you aren't into chiptunes you may not like it
 
Kind of music in that there in sega games
@Freddy we will talk about it later i will give u all the names that i remember
 
This is more traditional chiptune: vincekaichan.bandcamp.com/album/ilio
 
@RutvikSutaria ok cool
@GnomeSlice one of friend have small collection of chiptune.
he have around 115
 
4:04 PM
@Freddy 115 songs? or albums?
 
songs
 
I made a few chiptunes ^
that's mostly pretty bad
 
I just to talk him on messanger he told me this one is nice
 
FantomenK is great
one of my all time favourites
 
nice one
 
4:09 PM
It's very very very good.
 
I liked Fast City
 
I liked Polaris
 
I love all of them.
 
Seems there no other music lover over here
 
4:13 PM
@GnomeSlice It might be funny but there's only 5 guys in my class who listen english music
 
@Freddy Where are you from?
 
Jamnagar, India
 
I'm Canadian.
 
Here normally all listen Hindi songs
 
Makes sense.
I listen to a lot of instrumental stuff anyway. With no words. :P
 
4:15 PM
There are many indians in Canada isn't it?
 
Canada does have a large number of immigrants. I don't know the actual figures though.
There were a few indians in my college classes.
 
@Freddy Of course!
Algonkin
Arapaho
Assiniboin
Atsina
Bellabella
Bellacoola
Beothuk Family
Chilliwack
Chippewa
Cowichan
Cree
Crow
Dakota
Etchaottine
Etchareottine
Etheneldeli
Haida
Hidatsa
Huron
Iroquois
Kawchodinne
Kitksan
Kutchin
Kutenai
Kwakiutl
Lillooet
Malecite
Micmac
Montagnais
Moravians
Munsee
Nahane
Nakotchokutchin
Nanaimo
Neutral
Nooksak
Nootka
Ntlakyapamuk
Okanagon
Onondaga
Ottawa
Passamaquoddy
Puntlatsh
Seechelt
Sekani
Senijextee
Shuswap
Siksika
Songish
Squawmish
Tahltan
Tatlitkutchin
Tatsanottine
Thlingchadinne
 
My brother love instrumental and tells me when u will be in ur collage u will also love it
 
That’s 61 Canadian Indian tribes. And I probably missed some.
 
Only Indian in Canada i know is Russell Peter (I can't say he is Indian, but he is brown man)
 
4:21 PM
@Freddy There are like 700,000 of them. You need to get out more.
 
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