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6:02 AM
i had a migraine earlier so couldn't work, and playing games doesn't hurt the brain too much
it's probably bad that i'm justifying this
 
eh, i can't critique
what i run into is my head going weird if i've forgotten to take a certain medication in the morning (it has rather sharp discontinuation symptoms)
 
migraines are bad
 
i haven't had a lot of that, but when it happens i notice it
 
ooo, fecundity
 
6:04 AM
exactly
 
I have had sinusitis and it's pretty close (but in fact milder than) to migraine symptoms, so I can sympathize.
 
family history of migraines. don't happen often, once a month say, but they usually put me out for part of a day
 
ideas aside, he has delicious prose @ForeverMozart
 
ack
 
i'm fine now, but it's also 11 now.
 
6:07 AM
I usually just take an aspirin and a nap
 
generally people don't play videogames during or following a migraine
really one of two no-no's: electronics and orgasms
 
we all know how our own bodies work, i think
 
do we?
 
just a generalization, perhaps more midwife than science
 
for me, it's not electronics that induce pain, but light; and if i can do something that has minimal light, that's helpful
in particular i need a desk lamp or something to read a book
 
6:10 AM
take some heroin
 
to the extent that my brain is part of my body, i wish i knew how my body worked
 
ok brb
 
you know
there is this guy who keeps trying to prove ZFC is inconsistent
 
i don't even know if i have a body
 
if you're about to go solipsistic, be warned that it's the most tedious thing
 
6:11 AM
how can light hurt my brain if my eyes aren't real??
 
ugh, solipsism
 
his arguments are all flawed, but every few years he moves the flaw around to a different part of the "proof"
total paychopath
who knows that
i do
 
and now all of us also
 
unless you are said person, with a twisted sense of self-promotion
 
6:14 AM
lol no I assure you I am not trying to do that
 
i have a hard time understanding that kind of mindset
 
huh, so that's where that meme originated
the more you know
 
do you really? if you turned out to be wrong about something, would you really give up and walk away?
 
you must be really young @Brody
 
kind of wish i did understand it. that kind of self-confidence can be frustrating, but it's a powerful thing.
 
6:15 AM
i find it a perfectly comprehensible mindset; it turns out wrong, you try again, because goddamnit
 
comes with the territory of being a 19yo netizen, unfortunately @Mozart
 
are you at uga? i forget.
oh, nearby.
we talked this.
 
it's just a tedious mindset
 
okay, i should actually f***ing sleep
 
but I know the feeling
 
6:16 AM
night
 
g'night, @SemiC
 
it's one am here and why the hell am i still up
 
gn semi :) rest peacefully
 
it's 12 am here. i am still up.
 
speaking of, it's past 2 locally and i have a final exam in the morning
 
6:17 AM
I worked on the same problem day and night for 4 months, with two massive failed attempts. But still I kept working on it
 
so is it a matter of working a certain approach until it eventually collapses,
forcing you to work a different one?
 
in my case it was the same approach or bust
I had to either construct something using a particular method, or find out why it could never work
 
sounds frustrating
i had a phase in high school with the goldbach conjecture, very simple statement that one...
 
I think all mathematicians have a bit of OCD
 
question is, does a proficient mathematician need have ocd
 
6:23 AM
What is $\mathbb{D}$?
 
probably the unit disc
 
maybe not. some people I know invent their own very specific room and play in there
I think the OCD has to kick in when you are trying to solve a long-standing open problem
 
@MikeMiller it says $\mathbb{D} \subseteq \mathbb{C}$ so I guess you are right
 
probably means the open unit disc, for further clarity
 
even non-problems, in the case of the person showing ZFC's inconsistency @Mozart
 
6:27 AM
@Brody keep in mind that this is not entirely a "non-problem". it is not (and cannot) be a theorem that ZFC is consistent. one could, in principle, prove that it's inconsistent by showing that from ZFC follows some absurdity.
but it's pretty unlikely someone's going to find one.
 
yes that's how most people feel
 
but most are pretty confident in its consistency no?
at least so far I haven't seen any strong reservations about zfc or anything weaker
 
either that or they don't care... most of the axioms are so intuitively simple that platonic ideas can be expressed without worrying about them too much
 
@MikeMiller: I am looking at the Kronheimer's lecture on the four color theorem & instanton homology right now. That's a pretty crazy idea.
 
there were two, is that the first?
 
6:32 AM
Right, the first one.
 
gotcha
 
He's defining the Tait coloring as a homomorphism from $\pi_1(\Bbb R^3 - G) \to \Bbb Z/2 \times \Bbb Z/2$. And suddenly he embeds the Klein 4 group into $SO(3)$.
 
sure
 
Let's see how quickly it gets too technical for me.
 
obviously
 
6:36 AM
Ah, just two slides.
 
what did he do to you
 
It took two slides till we got to "Chern Simons", "Morse Smale" and "Morse homology"
I stopped watching.
 
seems hard to learn something by not doing so :)
i remembered the lectures being quite lucid but i'm probably not allowed to have opinions on that
 
I fast forwarded ahead a bit and figured it was a genuine technicality. He didn't explain what he did to me there. So I am really stopping watching, perhaps for the greater good.
 
I don't know what a "genuine technicality" is.
 
6:43 AM
the greater good
will kill us all
 
if it makes you feel better, one slide gave me a mild palpitation
but tis all french to me
 
@MikeMiller He took the "character variety" of reps of $\pi_1$ into $SO(3)$, realized it as critical set of "Chern Simons functional", something something "Morse Smale" and voila compute it's "Morse homology" to get the instanton homology of the embedded web (if I remember it right). The only mild genuine technicality about this particular slide is that I don't know what any of that means ;)
Technicality is relative, I realize, though.
 
I don't know what genuine means, is all.
Sometimes one believes things and moves on. It is not natural to expect one will understand everything in a talk.
But sure.
 
oh, that he doesn't explain this in later slides, that's all.
do you truly want to encourage me to see the whole talk? ;)
 
This is general advice.
 
6:54 AM
Ah, Ok. I agree with what you said.
 
It also applies in this scenario. As you are a human being with agency and whatnot, you may choose to do what you want here.
 
I do realize. I was merely joking.
I am not watching the rest of the talk because I don't want to. I'll rather get some sleep or get more work done.
 
another season may yield more fruit
or rather, preferring quality over number, fatter and juicier fruit
 
@Brody mmhmm.
 
7:02 AM
turns out cramming for a morning final at 3 am wasn't such a bright idea
 
Cramming is rarely a good idea.
 
i did it as an undergrad. thats how it goes
 
earlier fruit comment referring to you watching the lecture, of course @balarka
 
my students probably all hate me. fk em
 
mozart had some predilection toward poo poo
 
7:06 AM
I know. I interpreted it as "may appreciate the talk more if I watched it later".
 
was thinking more mechanically, like absorbing information
but yea that too
 
lol what?
 
@ForeverMozart < mozart liked poo poo
 
@Brody You should head to bed if you don't want to fall asleep on your exam!
 
7:08 AM
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart displayed scatological humour in his letters and a few recreational compositions. This material has long been a puzzle for Mozart scholarship. One view held by scholars deals with the scatology by seeking an understanding of the role of it in Mozart's family, his society and his times, while another view holds that such humor was the result of an "impressive list" of psychiatric conditions from which Mozart is claimed to have suffered. == Examples == A letter of 5 November 1777 to Mozart's cousin Maria Anna Thekla Mozart is an example of Mozart's use of scatology....
 
scatological means poo poo
?
 
@balarka no u
"we all know how our own bodies work, i think"
 
It was a friendly suggestion.
 
dont hate on Balarka
I'll be back in 10 minutes...
 
sorry balarka, i appreciate your concern
 
7:10 AM
Nah, it's ok.
FYI I haven't slept all night and it's 1 pm.
 
it's later morning, so i'll still get 6+ hrs
o wow @balarka
that's kinda bad
 
That's the point.
 
okay mr. sen, i'm convinced. god willing i will see you another time
perhaps you can get some rest too soon
 
Does that mean I might die and you may never see me again, or you might die and I will never see you again, or we both might die and never see each other again? I am confused.
 
death is sufficient but not necessary
 
7:18 AM
Good luck on your exam, in any case!
 
i may just decide on a whim to burn all my possessions and journey the kodak
 
That's your plan when you fail your exams? ;)
 
yep
 
I'd say that's a pretty thin chance of happening then.
 
will a pastoral hiatus make me a better mathematician?
 
7:20 AM
Something tells me I don't want to know what that is.
 
living off the land and my cows. will my cows give me groundbreaking epiphanies?
 
Who knows.
 
mmm at least you seem pretty contained for being so sleep deprived
 
Practice.
 
People don't know that descents into insanity are often willful in some sense
Like a child exaggerating their emotional state to elicit reaction
But that's just the initiative. At a point you'd convince yourself of the fabrication and become truly insane
 
7:27 AM
Not sure the context in what you mention those. Sometimes your metaphors are hard to interpret.
 
ambiguity is the intellect's breast milk
 
...
 
i like this guy
 
the last one was pretty clear
 
that's twice i heard an appreciative statement about somebody from you today, Mike. what is wrong with you? are you even the real one?
 
7:31 AM
it also speaks of itself
"haha that's soooo meta bro"
 
going to bed. gn all
 
g'night.
 
burnin the midnight oil
if you want a good book to help you sleep, I suggest Albert Camus "The Plague"
put on the audiobook
 
Interesting. I'll note that down.
 
7:39 AM
that is my favorite book
because it shows you how different people choose to live amongst death
it's an allegory
 
sounds like something I'd want to read.
 
have you ever read Camus?
 
no, not really.
 
The Stranger is his most famous book
it is short but devastating
 
sounds like an existentialism guy
 
7:42 AM
oh yes, one of the leaders
in 40's France
 
I have only ever read one such thing which may be labelled as existentialism, but it's pretty dense.
It's also my favorite.
 
Sartre? Dostoyevsky?
 
Beckett, Waiting for Godot :) I haven't read Dostoyevsky's existentialism stories.
But I'd say "Dream of a Ridiculous Man" was my favorite short story.
 
oh, I bought that once but never read it
 
I strongly recommend it.
 
7:45 AM
its a play
 
Mhm.
you read anything surrealistic/symbolic?
 
i dont think so
 
ar, alright.
you haven't read Gogol then, I suppose?
 
gotcha
 
7:57 AM
hello
I have this linear transformation:
a is a real number
linear transformation A is from real polynomial space of degree to into R3
How to write the matrix corresponding to L.T. A in standard basis of both spaces ?
 
@Algebra2015 Well, what does the map do to the standard basis?
 
hm, "increase" it ?
 
What? I mean write down the actual value it takes on each of the standard basis elements
 
$$\left( \begin{array}{ccc}
0 & 1 & 0 \\
3 & 1 & 1 \\
3 &3/2 & 1\end{array} \right)$$
i do not understand how the values of this matrix were calculated
poynom is: $ax3^2 + bx + c"
and I understand that R3 has 3 dimensions
 
@Algebra2015 Well, that is clearly wrong as it has forgotten $a$
 
8:10 AM
1. what does this mean, how to use it, how to calculate it:
imgur.com/I5xsYnO
since A must be linear a=0
 
@Algebra2015 Did we not go over a practically identical question here some time ago?
 
no
similiar
but quite different
pls help
 
Why quite different? Did that one not also ask for the matrix in the standard basis?
 
but for other input data
since I would understand
tjank you
 
that does not make it quite different.
You need to do precisely the same thing here, just with a different map
 
8:12 AM
thank
how from $ax3^2 + bx + c" get this matrix:
$$\left( \begin{array}{ccc}
0 & 1 & 0 \\
3 & 1 & 1 \\
3 &3/2 & 1\end{array} \right)$$
?
 
@Algebra2015 You don't. Just like last time you first write up the standard basis
 
for polynom : is it 1, x and x^2 ?
 
and now ?
 
then you write up what the map does to each of those
 
8:14 AM
how to get numbers of the matrix?
 
@Algebra2015 I think you really need to look up what the matrix of a linear transformation in a given basis is before you try to do any more problems
 
p'(0) = c ?
2p (0) = 2c ?
p(1) = a+b+c ?
 
@Algebra2015 Why is there a $c$ there? You are not supposed to do this for an arbitrary polynomial but just for the ones in the standard basis
 
pls help
 
@Algebra2015 ignoring everything I say and then saying "pls help" is not going to make me want to help you
 
8:17 AM
i do not understnad, really
 
@Algebra2015 you are also not doing as I say
 
i did read
but still do not get it
 
@Algebra2015 There is nothing to "get". I asked you to input the standard basis elements into the function and you have yet to do that
 
i do not know which elements do u mean an how
 
@Algebra2015 I asked you to write up the standard basis and you did this correctly. How can you then not input these into the function?
 
8:22 AM
p'(0) of 1 = 0 ?
 
or how.really i do not understant
p'(0) of x = c ?
 
no, there is no c in the polynomial x
 
?
we have ax^2 + bx +c
 
the polynomial is just $x$. There is no $c$ anywhere.
 
8:25 AM
why is than important this: ax^2 + bx +c
?
then
 
@Algebra2015 Forget that thing for now, as you clearly do not really understand what it is.
 
i need to do it
 
@Algebra2015 you need to apply the function to the polynomials $1$, $x$ and $x^2$
 
p'(0) of polynom x is 1 ?
 
nowhere here will any $a$, $b$ or $c$ appear
yes
 
8:26 AM
ok
p'(0) of polynom x^2 = 2 or 0 ?
p' of x^2 =2x
 
so when you set $x=0$ you get?
 
since x = 0 , then also p'(0) of polynom x^2 = 0 ?
 
I get 0
 
8:28 AM
so
correct me
rtathe 1 st line in the matrix : 0 1 0
reffers to calculations: p'(0) of polynom 1 = coefficient 1
p'(0) of polynom x = coefficient 0
p'(0) of polynom 1 x^2= coefficient 0
?
 
except you got some of the switched around there compared to what you got before
 
I now explained the 1st line of this:
how from $ax3^2 + bx + c" get this matrix:
$$\left( \begin{array}{ccc}
0 & 1 & 0 \\
3 & 1 & 1 \\
3 &3/2 & 1\end{array} \right)$$
did I do it ok ?
 
@Algebra2015 you still really need to stop trying to put those $a$, $b$, $c$ into this. They are nowhere in the problem and will appear nowhere
 
ok
2 p(0) + p (1) of polynom 1 = coefficient 3 = 2*1 + 1 = 3 ?
2 p(0) + p (1) of polynom x = coefficient 1 = 2*0 + 1*1 = 1 ?
2 p(0) + p (1) of polynom x^2 = coefficient 1 = 2*0 + 1*1 = 1 ?
 
8:36 AM
3 integral of polynom x = coefficient 3/2 = 3*1/2 = 3/2 ?
3 integral of polynom 1 = coefficient 3 = 3*1 = 3 ?
 
@Algebra2015 you need to actually calculate the integrals here
 
integral of x^2 = x^3/3
coefficient 1/3
*3 =1
 
@Algebra2015 what coefficient? You are taking integral from $0$ to $1$
that this works out to one of the coefficients is a bit of a coincidence
 
I am right for presenting all alculations for the 9 numbers of the matrix:
$$\left( \begin{array}{ccc}
0 & 1 & 0 \\
3 & 1 & 1 \\
3 &3/2 & 1\end{array} \right)$$
?
integral of x = x^2 /2
*3 = 3/2
 
@Algebra2015 I would not be convinced by your calculations for the last row
 
8:40 AM
this i called coefficinet or number to be put into matrix ?
why not ?
integral of 1 = x
=
?
*3 =3
??
 
@Algebra2015 because you don't seem to understand why it works out to just one of the coefficients
 
pls explain
why is 3, 3/2 and 1 wrong ?
 
@Algebra2015 Not sure what there is to explain. You are asked to calculate an integral from $0$ to $1$ and you reply with one of the coefficients of the indefinite integral. You never explain why it happens to equal this coefficient
 
why is 3, 3/2 and 1 wrong ?
 
they are not, but your explanations for them are not convincing
 
8:43 AM
aaaa
ok
 
8:53 AM
how to interprete this matrix ?
btw how to be here shown picture from imgur correctly?
i calculated and I got 500
since it is skew symetric
 
I have no idea what you are talking about. The matrix you linked is symmetric, not skew symmetric. And calculated what?
 
ok
which numbers are to be put in blank space, also without dots
a-s and zeros ?
here is my question
n is a natural number
a is thoug a real number
what is the result for the nxn determinant
?
is 4*a^3 ?
 
9:11 AM
That seems pretty unlikely; you mean that no matter how big that matrix is you'll always get 4a^3 ?
Surely that isn't true if it's only 3x3.
 
(n-1)*a^(n-2) ?
 
i dunno, why do you think that?
 
ok. how then to calculate it?
 
I guess I would start by trying to just use the definition of determinant
That looks pretty tedious, though, so maybe some row operations first would help
 
this is symetric determinant
or ?
imgur.com/znTvoUo
 
9:16 AM
The matrix is symmetric, yes.
As Tobias already told you
 
so... how to tackle it
 
I already told you what I think?
Do you think this won't work?
 
I am asking...
have no idea
 
Quote:
I guess I would start by trying to just use the definition of determinant
That looks pretty tedious, though, so maybe some row operations first would help
Endquote.
 
is it ok for n=even equals to 0
anf for n=odd equals to (-1) ^(n/2)
 
9:58 AM
To summarize the latest referee report I got: "This is a very interesting, original and inspiring paper. Here are some comments that show I did not understand what the paper is really about".
 

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