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Jul 8 19:51
oops
Jul 8 19:41
@Themoonisacheese ah sorry I haven't been on in a while, just done
Jun 18 07:45
@Dalmarus sorry I'm seeing this a bit late, but yeah I think that sounds good :) the room's fairly active and well moderated by our ROs IMO and not too strict on topic so I think it's a good place for new chat users
 

 The Nineteenth Byte

The Nineteenth Byte: General discussion for codegolf.stackexc...
May 21 23:03
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Feb 11 22:35
relatable :( (to both parts though, at least i care about life now lol)
Feb 11 22:20
oof
Feb 11 22:20
🫂
Feb 11 22:19
@UnrelatedString mood
Feb 11 22:19
straight up my childhood does not exist in my head
Feb 11 22:19
i wish i remembered much of anything in the past :3 i barely remember existing in early uni, high school i can only recount but i can't picture any memories, and anything before that does not exist in my brain
Feb 11 22:18
allegedly i took PSYCH 101 in 1B but i straight up do not remember doing that
Feb 11 22:18
i straight up do not even remember the first several years of uni so that's fun
Feb 11 22:17
:p
Feb 11 22:17
fair enough
Feb 11 22:17
@UnrelatedString i see
Feb 11 22:17
it gives me major impostor syndrome and i worry every time that it'll finally not work for me and i will fail
Feb 11 22:16
@UnrelatedString fair enough
Feb 11 22:16
i filled a decent number of those without deviating too far from stuff i was interested in. covered one of them with a philosophy course that was basically just the CS logic course but easy mode
Feb 11 22:15
@UnrelatedString eh, probably is better than yours lol, our breadth requirements are not too bad
Feb 11 22:15
it's stressful to go into an exam not feeling like i have a real understanding of content even if it somehow has always worked out for me
Feb 11 22:15
well not when nothing makes sense due to me being a terrible student and not paying attention to lectures and only making sense when i need it
Feb 11 22:14
ah. rip :(
Feb 11 22:14
@UnrelatedString 🫂
Feb 11 22:14
it was not too terrible for me but i am taking 1 combinatorics and 4 computer science courses this term so like. even though it may be more stressful i much prefer this
Feb 11 22:14
outside of my required courses i need to do 2 humanities, 2 social sciences, 1 pure and 1 pure/applied sciences, 3 depth (basically a chain of 3 requisites, which i covered using japanese language), one of anything outside of my faculty, and then one each from a list of communication courses
Feb 11 22:12
oh. yeah this program does have breadth requirements
Feb 11 22:11
@UnrelatedString what are those
Feb 11 22:11
sometimes i read stuff from the notes during my. "studying". and then it makes no sense. and then literally during a final it suddenly makes sense to me and i feel like i am cheating and do not deserve to pass
Feb 11 22:10
the only time i learn things in uni is when i have to do an assignment or a test
Feb 11 22:09
@UnrelatedString it was nice but it also got me used to being able to just do well on things without needing to put work into things, which increasingly does not work in uni (i am in my last term before i finish my undergrad in CS at a program that is apparently very hard but i still don't even know how to study or take notes)
Feb 11 22:08
🫂
Feb 11 22:07
impostor syndrome 100% speedrun wr
Feb 11 22:06
i still cannot focus on lectures (i am literally in class right now so uh, yeah.) and i still have no idea how to study properly and the worst thing is it still works :tfw:
Feb 11 22:06
i feel like that's approximately how it went for me as well, yeah. i wasn't bored because i just spent the time doing my own thing for the most part; spent a good chunk of class time playing minecraft with a friend because neither of us needed to do the math lessons and i aced every pretest so i didn't have to do any work and so that probably did terrible things for my ability to function as a student
Feb 11 22:03
:skull:
Feb 11 22:03
@UnrelatedString average windows experience (yeah windows is stupid)
Feb 11 22:03
@UnrelatedString rip 🫂
Feb 11 22:02
and then in grade 6 that teacher left and we had a different teacher who i only had for 3 months fortunately but my brother had terrible experiences with her and she also got fired sometime later due to racism apparently?? my grade 7 teacher was meh, gave us some interesting opportunities but he was a long-term substitute. my grade 8 teacher had no idea what he was doing and he was permanent, my brother and i both did not like him
Feb 11 22:01
honestly, i do not know if the gifted program ended up helping or hindering my academics as a whole. in grade 5 and the first half+ of grade 6, i had a great teacher who is probably the only reason i survived the schooling system who actually knew how to deal with gifted kids (contrary to what everyone around me seems to think i am a TERRIBLE student and at the time i was academically behind because the only thing i cared about and was interested in was math)
Feb 11 22:00
no idea :3
Feb 11 22:00
🫂
Feb 11 21:59
the distribution of people in my gifted class was mathematically quite satisfying. 24 people so already a very nice number since it's highly divisible. 16:8 boys:girls (at the time, as far as discernible information goes), 12:12 grade 7:grade 8. of the 12 in my grade, 6 went to my HS, 3 to another, 2 to another, and 1 to another. no clue about the next grade
Feb 11 21:57
@UnrelatedString yeah
Feb 11 21:57
i didn't lol, i was told this by my ex (i did keep in sporadic touch with him but only a few years afterwards)
Feb 11 21:56
multiple of those people are no longer the same gender now including myself, my ex-partner from then, and several other people :3
Feb 11 21:55
well. at the time
Feb 11 21:55
@UnrelatedString well the grade 7/8 class when i was in grade 8 was 2:1 boys to girls
Feb 11 21:55
no clue
Feb 11 21:54
@UnrelatedString perhaps
 

 The APL Orchard

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May 21 21:39
yep it's open-source :) (github.com/hyperneutrino/apl-bot if anyone else wants it)
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