@dmckee I think that's a common feeling. I'd wager it arises because with the complete villain, you can easily tell that you play that way because you enjoy fictionally doing the opposite of what you are. But it's not quite as clear what the enjoyment of playing out the "gray" choices is - and if you identify with the character you play, it feels like a case of cognitive dissonance: You act differently from what you say you believe, which makes humans uncomfortable