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@Dimitrimx sounds horrifying
Perhaps
o/
@Dimitrimx lol yup
@Dimitrimx meh sounds like a new anime idea tho
@Memor-X ok, want me to tell you why I asked that?
And what your answer means?
@Avery i thought it was random
but sure, go ahead
I'll write qhen I get home
2 mins until bell
That cliffhanger x)
> Find out in the next episode of Dragon Ball Z
12:48
@Avery what if you're already a girl. Nothing change or do you become more ladylike
@Darjeeling let's say that nothing changes.
somebody told me to google sikkim, The first thing i see is @Darjeeling :|
@Avery no harm done then xD well it's not like I'm a girl tho but I imagine if a guy suddenly turn into a woman and nothing happen to anything around him, the only problem is himself. He's living his whole life as a guy and suddenly turn into a girl would confuse him at best.
@Dimitrimx what's that
didn't see any tank commander
@Darjeeling well let's say that there's another button for girls that does the same but turns you into a man.
sikkim is a place in india it seems. with the city of darjeeling
12:57
@Dimitrimx that place name is messing with my head
sikkim sounds like a turkish curse ~~
"sik" is an obscene word that's used to refer to the male genitalia and "kim" is "who"
in certain contexts the former can also refer to sex.
so yeah, it does sound like a turkish curse.
I live in a neighbourhood which contains a lot of turkish and marocan people. they often would say something along the lines of siktillem
maybe "siktir git" or "siktir len"?
Think the latter
13:00
both basically mean "fuck off"
also I just realized that the only kurdish words I know are swear words.
so, for that matter, "merhaba" means "hello".
Now you know more than just obscene turkish words.
learning languages 101: learning how to swear
learning languages 102: learning very basic sentences that swear words can be used in
@Avery same goes for her, I think. But somehow I don't think it was as much problem for her.
(also @Memor-X, I'll send the message but waiting for a friend to get online and check my wording)
(so I didn't forget that)
13:07
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if there was a similar button "after a week you turn back" I'd press it
@Taisho who
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@milleniumbug well that'll be interesting experience to gender switch for a week
@milleniumbug In this case I'd press it every now and then :D
13:14
learning languages 103: learning very basic sentences that swear words can be used in, which may or may not insult the imposing party, leaving them in a state of turmoil
13:33
@Avery We're still waiting :p
I'm chatting with 4 people sorry
Oh, my bad
We'll still be waiting then
gulp
@Memor-X simply put, it's a very simple question that relevant subreddits love, because it's... good. It lets you put aside all the potential worries and think about yourself, which is honestly how everyone should approach this. It's not a foolproof question and it doesn't mean much but... maybe you should talk with a therapist that deals with gender stuff. Judging by your previous messages and everything, that might help you get much happier.
13:49
@Avery hello
@ToshinouKyouko hi
@Avery it cannot exist because you'd only get more friends and everything :p
My nose has decided to leak almost-water at an impressive rate for no apparent reason; that's terrible annoying -___-
put a tampon in it >.<
14:01
or 2
or maybe block one nostril and blow out the other until it's clear and do the same with the other. i had something similar back in winter
yeah I have that a lot in winter
@Memor-X Nah, ir's continuous
I've cleared it dozens of times already
nose blocking itself means that's what it wants to do
no use clearing it out if that's its plan
just let it do its thing for a while
@Avery lol, not sure how they'd help. sure sometimes my chest gets tight when i think about how i'm going to grow up but not experience some of the things i really want to experience which i can't in this body but then i think "well, could be worse. i could live in some shit hole where pricks would attack me for liking shoujo ai/yuri or wanting to be a woman"
14:05
it'll reabsorb everything once it's done
@Hakase It's not even blocked: it's so fluid that it's just continuously leaking ç_ç
let it flow ~
Just accept that's what your body wants. To be covered it fluid goo~
i.imgur.com/9ISogPp.jpg when you desecrate dat print button
@Memor-X The fear of growing up even more masculine is one of the main reasons I started hrt, ot at least it's the one that definitely convinced me to take action
14:08
@Morwenn congratulations! you're giving birth to a slime girl
@Dimitrimx Implicit body kinks? :o
it's the art of embodiment ;)
@Morwenn yeah same
@Morwenn not sure what hormones could do to me to make me for masculine if it can. at most all i know is that i seem to have a receding hairline and the rest of my body is as hairy as a monkey and i doubt hormones will screw with my brain and how i think
14:11
the thought of being more physically masculine everyday was unbearable
same :(
how old are you two?
My hairline was receding too and I my body hair was getting denser by the day
I'm a few days from 26
I turned 17 just 7 days ago
I do know a ton of older trans people though
like, people in 30s, 40s, sometimes even 50s
Me too
And HRT does help with male pattern baldness, or so I heard...
To be honest it didn't help much with my hairline, but my I got enough volume back so that it's not really noticeable
14:16
ok @Avery i could understand since in your teens you begin to fear what your bodyis going to end up as but i'm surprised you feel like that @Morwenn given your about 2 years younger than......or maybe how i think is weird and i'm not overly worried
like sure i would like to look more feminine so i could be confused as a girl but yeh, could be worse
@Morwenn it didn't help much with hair yet for me but eh I'm on like a month and you're on like hella months probably
@Avery From the photos I've seen you had plenty :o
@Avery from what i read it's testosterone which causes it. more testosterone means less hair on the head and more everywhere else
@Memor-X Body never stops changing, it's only a bit slower at times
@Memor-X That would be dihydrotestosterone, a byproduct of testosterone
@Morwenn yeah I have plenty but apparently it's supposed to make it more feminine or smth, something about fat redistribution or smth? not sure. But yeah, that didn't happen to me yet.
14:19
@Avery I've also read that it's supposed to make it somewhat smoother, but didn't really notice anything like that
I just managed to take better care of it
I just want my hair to get longer so they don't be all terrible
Mine is terrible when it gets too long, so I'm more or less limited to the length you see on my profile pic :p
I can grow it a bit longer, but not much
I mean eh, at least your hair looks feminine. Mine is just a huge mess
gotta learn how to style it
@Avery At times it just looks like some metalhead hair xD
14:24
this is how my hair is
also for some reason I have a really tiny adam's apple and well, I enjoy that fact.
Yeah, growing it may be your easiest way to tame it
I was like "hey it's not growing at all"
Or you could use Python
import tameit
but then again I dug in my old photos and sure enough, this is late june:
it's definitely growing.
from my experience, longer hair doesn't necessarily mean more ease of taming... but oh well :P
14:33
well, it'll probably make it easier to iron
Oh, yeah, I'd assume so
@Avery Reminds me of old photos from that girl from t.A.T.u
t.a.t.u?
The most well-known Russian pop band in recent history
ah
also I wrote a meme to my arm with permanent marker today and ugh I'm having difficulty getting it out
14:38
grats
(someone was talking about how everyone has tattoos and I did that as a cheap joke)
I regret it.
well I guess I'll take a bath and scrub it a lot and hope it gets off
14:54
there's a cinema in London that's gonna show Akira — gonna watch it :)
tatu had some nice music and scandals ;o
15:12
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Q: How many episodes will Black Clover have?

user12575Ok according to Wikipedia it's 13 eps, MAL hasn't said anything and some say it's 50/51 eps. Does anyone really now how many episodes the series is going to be? Considering the slow pacing, I think it's going to be longer than 12/13 episodes... But I may be wrong.

15:30
BLEGH
water heater stopped working during bath
it was like "enjoying warm water when suddenly cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold cold"
now i need to restart it but this thing freaks me out
if it malfunctions, I can die, so there's that.
I don't even want to touch it
blegh
"Psychological Horror"... sounds fun
15:58
@Avery that's just your bed hair or after a sweaty winter hat jogging time
@Morwenn haven't heard that band's name in a long time
@JNat I'd watch it to see how modern audience reacts
gas powered water heaters are terrifying
16:17
@Taisho bed hair
I seldom have time for good hair stuff on mornings
It's not like I know how to achieve that anyways tho
Hair stuff takes roughly half the time between getting out of bed and getting in my car ^^"
how do you do it
what do you mean "how"?
like, what do you do to your hair?
I need to put water on it (shower head) to get rid of the mess, but only at neck level and below (well, I don't wat the scalp), and then I apply dry shampoo on it, which helps my curves to keep an ok shape during the day
If I don't do that, my hair naturally turns to hellish mess & terrible dreads
16:32
w-what is a dry shampoo and where do I find one
I use that but I'm not sure that it would work with your hair
It really looks untamable
It's some kind of cream I apply on my hair when it's still wet (but you can also apply it dry, hence the name), and it somewhat works like hair gel, but it's far from being as sticky
And it's supposed to have the cleaning part of shampoo, but I'm not sure whether I trust that part
I've also got that lotion which does more or less the same thing
@Taisho tags
Hm, thanks
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17:06
Myaseimyunei Sheerauw
what the fffuck is wrong with these pronunciations of japanese names in movie critic videos
can't you google 1 video of their name being pronounced and just repeat
is that such a hard thing to research?
hm, apparently cypro is a no prescription med here? that's very interesting.
banned in us
rated low-risk in turkey
10/10 will not complain
Like seriously? o_o
In France you can't have anything good without prescription
well, everything does need prescription, but if it's rated low-risk, then pharmas don't care a bit and just give it away ALA you pay
You can't even have spiro
lol
like I had a headache today and I just walked in to pharma near school and just said "hey um, can I get parol" and they just grabbed one, I paid, left.
no one ever even mentioned prescription
17:18
There are quite a lot of meds we can have without prescription here, but when you need one... well, you need one
yeah turkey is "nice" in that sense
I mean our refill system is crap where you have to go back to doctor and get another prescription, so I guess being able to not worry about that is kinda nice.
self-medicating is kinda risky but eh
It sure is
i-it's totally not like I self-medicate, baka
I was referring to others.
17:31
Don't worry, I'd love you all the same :3
awwee :3
Wait, you're minor and I'm almost 10 years older, that's probably illegal xD
I feel old all of a sudden ._____.
(but yeah legal path to HRT requires you to be over 18 and it was very, VERY depressing (like suicidal thoughts depressing) before I started so eh, I believe I'm not doing something that bad)
I'd take boobs over death any day
17:35
@Morwenn turkey laws don't care ALA there's nothing lewd, dunno about france
@Morwenn you're not old :/
@Avery I don't remember, there's something about sexual freedom above 15
I guess that it's fine as long as nobody complains, and then the age and/or age difference might trigger different laws
@Avery When I was your age you were half mine x)
My goldfish is older than you XD
that's one old goldfish you have there.
If it lives long enough it can still reach twice that age
(He's 18, so barely older than you are :p)
eh, wish I was 18, causes so many issues
That I can understand :/
17:40
can't buy my own phone number, can't get std checks (age of consent is 18 here), can't get blood tests, can't legally get gender dysphoria diagnosis, can't legally drink... hella pain.
Can't have STD checks? Even if age of consent is 18, those tests can save your life o_o
well, I can't get them done on my own I believe, would need doctor's approval. After 18 I can get them done freely I think.
Hey @Morwenn, um, if you want let's move this convo to something like discord or whatever bc like newcomers may get confused and stuff (and it's google indexed and I can't clearly say some stuff here etc).
@Avery Oh right, we're stealing the space not talking about animes :/
@Morwenn I don't think that anyone really minds it, but still
correct me if I'm wrong but doesn't the potential for hrt decrease with age?
for the physical changes I mean
17:53
kinda.
I know people that are like 40-50 that got good results
oh wow I just realized it affects both boobies and peepees
I wonder if you start young would your peen not grow fully
@Hakase yes
but you'd get bigger boobies potentially in exchange?
I believe that breast size is same-ish
@Hakase zinnia wrote on this I think
are there any other organs to worry about in context of starting young vs older
like adam's apple and amygdala or something
also what about body curves
like bone structure
I don't really know what feminine vs masculine body shape comes from
17:57
I'm no expert but I believe that it'd help with curves and maybe bone structure
one thing I'm fairly sure about is the body keeps developing bones up until late 20s
so if you start young, the potential for change should be greater, or at least that seems so
If anyone wants my Discord it's Morwenn#1618
Hello everyone
From this season, what are good animes to watch?
it barely even started so can't really tell
check this page, sort by Score and you'll see highest rated first myanimelist.net/anime/season
usually 80% of the time it's something anyone would like
anything with a score of 8 and higher
I usually start looking at anime after they're finished broadcasting
18:09
looking at it right now I don't think there's anything worthwhile airing this season unless you're continuing from previous seasons
@milleniumbug same same
it's tough to wait for new episodes to air
also the ratings normalize closer to the end and reflect the reality
it's a common problem where "oh this started so good and then flopped"
like Kabaneri's first 1-2 episodes
in retrospect there were a few thing that should have tipped me off but I was too hopeful to notice
also now that I think about it, there are usually only 2-3 series per season which I might like
I think the ridiculousness of the strapping to the machine in order for the virus not to reach his brain was the main indicator for me that this isn't going to be a great anime
I haven't watched them yet, but it seems like last season's Violet Evergarden is gonna be good and Made in Abyss
I still watched it fully while knowing that
18:12
monogatari is not original and I know it's good already so continuations don't count
@milleniumbug no that's like iron man, I like tony stark's character and the first movie was nice
you can do interesting things with robotic prosthetics
the plot just wasn't there in kabaneri
it's more of an aesthetic show than something you'd watch for the plot
much like Ergo Proxy
but worse :p
just low effort writing I'd say
I kinda like current anime airings
which ones?
because usually with finished animes I binge watch them
Oh, I meant, not finished, still airing
I got that
so which ones
Let me see
Wait, let me get the names here
18:17
myanimelist.net/anime/season this page should help
Mahoutsukai no Yome, Black Clover (AHHHHH), Kekkai Sensen & Beyond, Juuni Taisen, Dies Irae(But I think I'll drop this), Kino no Tabi: The Beautiful World - The Animated Series, UQ Holder!: Mahou Sensei Negima! 2, Garo: Vanishing Line
I had the page open, was copy-pasting the ones I am watching currently
Mahoutsukai seems the only original series this season
Mahoutsukai has a nice vibe I think. I watched the Ova's too
haha it's not original too
everything is a continuation
everything on the top is either season 2 or more
The UQ Holder I am watching without watching the first season
Or the prequel
Not sure if this can be considered second season
18:20
it's not possible for me to watch something not from the start
big mistake every time
What was that anime with Gods, where there was a god of destruction that was a lady, the main character was a god and his friend was his sword..
Forgot the name
honestly could be 20 shows
I forgot all the names now
There is also a girl that could get out of her body or something
and this god main character had promised to fix her
Noragami
something aragoto
ye
it wasn't very good
I watched the second season without knowing that it had a first season
I liked it
but now I cant go back to watch the first season
Its not like the monogatari seasons where the ordering is a mess
18:24
I've seen some fujoshi club one which was either season 2 or 3, didn't get any of the jokes coz they were references from previous seasons
monogatari is perfectly watchable in production order
@Hakase Exactly
they know what's up and explain things you might be confused about
It is a mess, but it is a working mess
they make it work
But when you get to the end you go like "What a wild ride"
18:25
some studios don't care
I still got the Koyomimonogatari and Owarimonogatari2 to watch
also kizumonogatari I guess
unless you've seen it out of order already
Kizu came before owari2 but after koyomi, right?
uhh idk
I watched kizu already
Kizumonogatari is ok to watch out of order because it is the start, I think
18:27
I just wish Boku wa Tomodachi had a 3rd season
Looks like the manga/light novel got somekind of bad ending and people hated it
Also I wanted Re:zero season 2
oh I kinda missed tomodachi
I see these series with mediocre art and average characters, not funny humor and boring story but somehow rated 7.5/10 and it's just not something I would spend time watching when there are so many better series with much more interesting characters, intriguing plot and unusual settings
also higher rated, which kinda shows that it's a better time investment probably
yaaay pc doesn't see my external drive.
plug it into another port
@Hakase tried that.
I guess it's one of those bugs of updating kernel and not restarting
back in 30
18:40
also might try deleting the device and letting it reinstall
30 minutes hot damn dawg
upgrade your hard drive from tape already
back
aw, it took 61 secs
I estimated 30 but I guess shutdown takes more time than I anticipated
oh well
@Hakase 30 secs, not mins.
yaay it works
but for some reason gparted sees it as udf
used to be 3-4 minutes before ssd for me, now it's down to 40-50 seconds
my boottime is 4 seconds (+ 4 while waiting for bios post) thanks to archlinux but windows is around 30-40 secs for me too
then I stopped shutting it down
ok, hard drive works, moved over my arch's steam farm config.
> 2017-10-18 21:47:56|ArchiSteamFarm-7567|INFO|<username>|StartFarming() We have a total of 29 games (111 cards) left to idle (~2 days, 9 hours, 30 minutes remaining)...
I should just move this to my raspi
18:49
@Avery Can you change your bios to 1 sec?
@Moacir it's already on fastboot. it's spending most of the time actually loading stuff instead of showing some dumb logo
I think mine is 1 sec or zero, dont remember now
Oh, ok then
19:31
@Dimitrimx @Avery Neil Gaiman has a short story where a pill has been invented during search for cancer that allows people to change sex overnight
Just like that
@Gallifreyan there's a subreddit for stuff like that I believe but it's mostly sexual.
No, this one's mostly philosophical
hm
might check it out.
It's called "Changes", collected in Smoke and Mirrors
finished DDLC
holy fuck that was heavy
19:37
@milleniumbug DDLC?
4 hours ago, by milleniumbug
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20:20
re
@Gallifreyan ill check that out,
Headaches are terrible -___-
20:39
they are maddening
@Taisho creepy smile.
3/10, wouldn't trust she only wants my well-being
 
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21:49
Gnighty everyone!
Night :)
22:51
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Q: is Jiren stronger than a god of destruction?

PabloThere has been several references to a mortal that might be stronger than a god of destruction, both in anime and manga. Is this person supposed to be Jiren and if so, is he indeed stronger than a God of destruction, equal or it still unknown how strong exactly he is.

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Q: if Beerus, Whis, and other gods of destructions an angels can use Ultra Instinct, why they dont get Goku's aura?

PabloSupposedly gods of destructions and angels can use ultra instinct, but they dont get the aura and eye colors Goku gets. Why is that? Is Goku using something else in this transformation, such a super saiyan transformation on top of it, god ki or something?

23:15
20 hours ago, by Memor-X
am i getting a Yandere flag here?
am i right?
@milleniumbug knew it
expect lots of footage from Gun Gal but also nice couple scenes from Nights of Azure 2
@Memor-X What's more important is which yandere flagged you....
and yes i already pre-order (the Limited Edition of) Nights of Azure 2. did so the moment i could
20 hours ago, by Memor-X
> Sayori, the youthful bundle of sunshine who values happiness the most;
Natsuki, the deceivingly cute girl who packs an assertive punch;
Yuri, the timid and mysterious one who finds comfort in the world of books;
...And, of course, Monika, the leader of the club! That's me!
20 hours ago, by Memor-X
> This game is not suitable for children or those who are easily disturbed.
@Tonepoet ^
in other words, the descriptions of the characters followed by that disclaimer. so it wasn't any particular character
@Memor-X I wasn't really even considering the context insomuch as fooling around.
Particularly, I wanted to insinuate that just because you raised a yandere flag doesn't mean you've gotten the yandere route, and that could end up being quite bad.
Most particularly if you've triggered the love rival route. Heaven hath no fury ...
23:44
@Tonepoet so like School Days
very nice game though, I expect it to get popular soon and spoilers will be spread everywhere
@Memor-X Ousame Game this season seems pretty fucked up. I'll give it a couple more episodes.
@Mysticial makes me thing of Battle Royal to be honest
There's Juuni Taisen this season.
Gao
Gao
@Mysticial Ousama Game? The manga is shit
23:55
@Gao I think the only reason I'm gonna continue onto ep3 is because it's the first show I've seen in a long time where Yui Horie uses both of her voices.
> 12 warriors who are burdened with the names of the 12 Chinese Zodiac members fight with each other's lives and pride at stake, all to grant just one wish.
@Mysticial Fate/Stay Night with more Servants
Gao
Gao
@Memor-X One character looks like he's from Tokyo Ghoul
@Gao Fate/Stay Night Jump Superstars Version
where Servants are not heroes but characters from Shounen Jump titles
Gao
Gao
@Mysticial So sticking to the 3 episode rule? I don't know Yui Horie well, so I don't understand what you mean by "both of her voices". A female and male voice?
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