The Awkward Silence

7:07 AM

@El'endiaStarman I am not sure if this is exactly the same. But might be. But for me it is more like, when having such dreams, my unconsciousness doesn't even try to trick me into having a visual of that person or place I can't know how it looks like. It is more like I am simply visualizing some kind of placeholder for the things I can't know how they look. Most of the time it is just a void so technically I don't see it. But emotions making it clear for me what I should be seeing there.

Or sometimes it is like that person wears a mask or that alike. I really like those dreams. They are so exciting :3 And I rarely (if ever?!) had a bad dream in such a setup

By the way sorry for late responding. I have no idea how to respond directly to a message on a mobile device (could someone explain me how that works?) So I waited with responding to avoid confusion x)

El'endia Starman

Huh, interesting! No problem on the wait; chat is asynchronous after all.

Alex

@dhein Tap the message and it will give you a reply icon.

@Noon Is it specifically the pressure on your breast helping? Or is it something else? As I usually squeeze something against my breast in such situations but what you just said sounds like being worth a try '^.^

@El'endiaStarman Yeah, never actually put any thoughts to such dreams, but now I did I find it interesting too

@Alex sadly didn't work. :x

@ThatRandomGuy Where is your area if I may ask?

@dhein It's the pressure on my belly, yes. Having pressure on my foot (for example) doesn't have the same effect. I must add that it's probably because, when I feel anxious, I feel like I have a hole in my belly. So putting pressure on it is like removing the hole, I guess

Alex

@dhein You don't get something like this?

El'endia Starman

7:19 AM

Might need to go up/down a message to get that bar to stick. It tends to hide itself after I first tap on a message.

Alex

@El'endiaStarman Interesting. For me it seems to stay until I actively leave the message.

anyone here?

@dm__ Hello :)

hello Noon :)

what is an interesting problem you're working on?

That's an interesting question. As I haven't start working in my new job yet, I don't have a work related answer and the other answers are a bit to personal for now ^^

And you, are you working on an interesting problem?

7:29 AM

Ah, I see! Fair enough :). I'm trying to decide whether I should dabble with some stocks. I think I know some ones that are gonna do pretty well! But that's a gamble, and not overly interesting. Ha! Kinda weird though, stock market is like common-place, legal gambling

I now a lot of people who (succesfully) gamble like that. I have never done it myself, to much stress

Yeah, I feel like you've got to put aside the money that you're willing to lose, and have no attachment to it. Otherwise I feel like that can turn you into a monster

@Noon yeah, it feels like there is something vacuuming you from inside but in the same way its about to go explode (mechanism wise like a supernova?! ^^) and pressuring against it feels like you could suppress the out bursting explosion, right? Then the next time I have that I totally will try your practice. as just heavily hugging my pillow feels so weak >.<

@Alex nope. I will show you how it looks for me when I am out vaping.

@dhein That's a very good description :)

@dm__ Don't know for the monster part but you indeed need to consider the money you put in it as already lost

Just like a casino ;)

7:35 AM

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