before we discuss it out in here, that might be a better way :P
I'd love to help. Especially since I am already used to this, and I must honestly admit, actually the best you can do in such a situation is just ghosting the situation. As any attempt I made when I was in your shoes, was seen as me trying to convince them, when I tried to explain them my current feelings. But since you want to make that cut anyways, it doesn't really matter what they think why you tell them how you feel, as they will see afterwards, and it is not your fault that they saw the hurt desperate girl when in fact yo…