Its not about feeling uncomfortable with sharing it with you all. As I said already last week. But it is. my willingness to openly share my most inner thought processes I recently having the suspection this is actually part of the source for some intersocial dynamics I hassle with for years already, without being able to make out whats causing it. So recently I try to figure out the connection in between the problems, and this behavior. But I am not able to predict the outcome.
What makes me feel very uncomfortable, cause when ever I do this, and the reaction I receive differ from what I wo…