i've tried to let it go, but this affects me a lot. i'm pretty isolated and the dysfunctional truth is that he was the core of my entire social world for the last couple of years
thanks, i appreciate it
that was all. but it is genuinely important to me.
ok - i'll close this again. i suppose it remains a deleted room
@RoryAlsop i'm alright, but i'm trying to fix something i think i'm partly responsible for if only because i was always balking at feeling so involved with relationships in a chat room