Part of it is how much homework I have from 9 AP-level classes (tho still way less than I'd expect, it adds up)
And then on top of that I got a job a few months back
I mean I've still got plenty of time where I'm not doing anything, but for most of that I've used up all my energy already and just sit around watching YT or playing games
And the time I do have is fragmented pretty badly, very few uninterrupted chunks long enough to do productive work on a personal project
As a result, I'm genuinely excited for summer break, for possibly the first time in my life :p
I guess one advantage of all these AP classes is that the last month of school I will have literally no work
January through May is the least rewarding part of the year by far. No big holidays to look forward to, no novelty since the school year's been going for a while, and the weather is consistently bad
Either too cold to be comfortable, rainy, or too hot to be comfortable
And I'm not exactly not behind on school work :p