> Well, actually, I feel relieved. I feel freedom to be the person I want to be, and take my life where I want it without worrying that some impersonal spirit might disapprove. I spent so much of my young life trying to figure out “God’s will for my life” that I often ended up not acting at all, missing countless opportunities. Christianity made me dull and timid. Now I am vibrant and bold, doing what I think needs to be done when I damn well feel like it without regard to people I don’t know (ie. the god that won’t even talk to me).