did you check out the course I commented? If you want I can create sort of an online study group for it. I also have to do stuff in that course for a course I have starting in a week
but I highly recommend trying to find a way to study in a good place. Search of international masters program with stipend and what not, and try to adjust your study topics in such a way that you best satisfy the requirements of these programs.
I can also say something about self studying. When one self studies a book, it maybe tempting to skip the technicalities and just try to understand the idea but I think one only realize the depth of the matterwhen they deal with the technicalities
@pie where I think many of many classmate also they are in similar situation (like in sense of school finish -> direct to uni) . Life is not a straight line
I think if you can do even one pure math book properly, that is be able to understand each and every proof + do each and every exercise probably your understanding of math most beginning master student
and in Uni, I just destroyed almost every course I took and ended up finishing two semesters in one, and that was without disciplined studying in the semester
I am perpetually getting through it but it often just feels so irrelevant the things in it for my entire bachelors studium. The book has some pretty deep insight on some matters, but it's hard to keep the motivation up
Yes, but then really the statement should be $A \implies B <=> \text{tautology}$, right? Otherwise how else can you say that $A \implies B$ as a total must always be true?