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I mean you don't seem to be like that. But if you are into having everything laid out essentially mathematically, you should not be using the standard resources. You might want to check out the original, 1980s, SICP, with both lecture videos and textbook. And their lecture videos are sooooo watchable; it is like they had 2010s videoing tech, whereas C-SPAN has 1970s videoing tech today.