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11:13 AM
@motosubatsu I m going back to Pakistan in 2 weeks
I have thought to give some time to my family business and see how things are gonna be
 
11:56 AM
Is removing ur roles from CV considered fraud?
I think I found out why I cant find jr roles
 
12:23 PM
@localhost it's not fraud.. but there's always a good chance that you're going to be asked about what you were up to during the gaps, and then you either need to tell the truth (and look like you were hiding something) or lie
it's different if you're dropping off older roles, or ones that are completely not relevant since if they then ask you can easily tell the truth and no-one will bat an eyelid
does it matter though? if you're going to Pakistan to work the family business surely your dev CV isn't important for that?
 
@motosubatsu yes but I am applying for InfinityWorks Academy program so it is 6 months of soft skill sommunication n then they put u in dev roles
they opened today, some of ppl I grad with r working there, as a Assc. or just joined in the academy.
 
12:47 PM
@localhost ahh cool.. so you're thinking of coming back for that next year?
 
It will give me some time off and on sidelines I will gain some core skills to become a better dev so yea
I feel burn out from rejected email, silence after interview
the last one just broke my heart. I expect mutual respect for someone who took 2 hours of life to give u
 
@localhost it's only the third working day since the interview - did they give you any expected timeframes for when they would be making a decision?
3 days really isn't that long
 
@motosubatsu yes that is what annoying. If u r suuccessful, it will be talking to our CTO tomorrow or next week but even it is this week, courtesy sake send a email
I do have anxiety
I didn't had it before in my career
 
1:03 PM
@localhost so you're still within the timeframe they gave you, so what's the problem?
what would be the value in sending you a "courtesy" email that amounts (basically) to "we still haven't decided yet"
it might assuage some of your anxiety, but functionally speaking it's valueless
 
yes but someone who has anxiety I can say one cannot focus on anything as it does trigger anixety
 
and frankly it's a little unfair to be accusing them of disrespecting you
@localhost your anxiety isn't your fault.. but it's your responsibility to manage
 
yes good thing I just got a new tech test
 
if your anxiety is severe enough that you can't cope with things that are pretty normal aspects of day-to-day life then you need to do something about it - seek help, whether it's talking therapies, self-soothing/management techniques, or even medication. It's what I did, it's what hundreds of thousands of people all over the country have done.
 
u have to create netflix
@motosubatsu yes I m talking to mind consuller every week
I do suffer from assertiveness
 
1:10 PM
@localhost that's good :)
 
as a part of confidence
 

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