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21:02
I want to code something so bad but I just can't
for the past days I haven't been able to concentrate on anything damnit
did you know one of the drug treatments for ADHD is speed?!?
wtf
sounds backward to me
speed?
amphetamines
i know someone with pretty bad ADHD... she's much easier to talk to when she's on speed.
weird man
> Inattention, hyperactivity (restlessness in adults), disruptive behavior, and impulsivity are common in ADHD.[22][23] Academic difficulties are frequent as are problems with relationships.[22] The symptoms can be difficult to define as it is hard to draw a line at where normal levels of inattention, hyperactivity, and impulsivity end and significant levels requiring interventions begin.[24]:p.26
I swear humans invented a disorder for everything
You can sort of tell when it goes over a line
With her, it was pretty clear
It made her unable to hold a job, which she can now with the medication
21:10
I had ADHD most of my life, but was recently undiagnosed with it
Apparently I grew out of it
Which is actually pretty common I guess
I need to complete a project asap
I grew out of my intense food allergies
or at least a milestone
the depression is back so it was probably not caused by lack of caffeine
I just feel no need to code anything because it all feels pointless
damnit
Depression sucks ass
seems like everybody has it these days... something's fuct
haven't been to work in 2 days
haven't been to college in 4 weeks - 1 day
what the fuck am I doing anymore
I bet it was caused by me going back and doing algorithm challenges
it sort of started back then
21:17
Hey all. What do you think of the new Ghost Recon (F2P)?
it's F2P
Im kinda sick of all these shooters imo
reminds me of Madden
depression does suck ass.
i went through a period on college where I had no sense of self preservation
almost got me hurt pretty bad at one point
it's especially bad in my case
because the root of all of my cases is always a person or more
so you won't get any stupid "just snap out of it" shit from me. I fully sympathize.
21:22
so my depression only manages to build up hate in the long term
:(
at least you're aware of it
that's one step
I think it would be solved with me taking revenge but I'm not sure
also I just can't do it
most of it would be done in the family
I have no idea if I want that
yeah
@SpicyWeenie I have to agree with Alex. It's F2P.
The only F2P game I really liked has been League of Legends.
for some reason, that kind of game lends itself well to the model with the huge number of heroes
but an FPS... I expect a small pool of weapons with a ton of skill
but I'm a quake player :)
why is there an "art of" book for any science
the art of computer science
the art of electronics
because there are aspects where it's an art
they're trying to say that book will help you with the non-rote parts
21:33
I was never able to express my sentiments through code
ok headin out
talk to you guys later
@Pip
for people who liked the multiple-clone control stuff in The Swapper, Instantion is out now on iOS and Android.
21:53
Interesting
where's bluebug
he's not here
Impossible
He's always here
he's a really nice guy

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