@laputalanglang when you wrote "I'm a high caste individual, and look at white people in my university as an abominable low caste" in an email to the Office of Equal Opportunity, you just left written proof that you are the problem. Of course they are not going to see you as someone needing help after this. They will probably want to protect that "abominable low caste" (sic!) from you instead. In the future, you should be more careful about what you write.