I don't know if I would say it that way, but I have troubles socializing. Out of character, despite being in the game from longer than anyone else there, there's been times where I disappeared for entire years. The oldest members of the community didn't play in the same chats as me, the newer ones lived there for a long time without knowing I existed and I can't really pretend I'm part of the environment.
I'm known in the forums for being vocal, for being a rules-lawyer (which is somewhat useful but sometimes not - like that time I got into a discussion about a spell that has been gimped an…