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12:00 AM
I'm not sure what the equivalent is for this computer... should probably find out.
 
Searching for morgan freeman "lookalike", however, nets me many pictures of Freeman, and a couple of a young David Bowie, Robert DeNiro, anda little kid dressed up as Johnny Depp in Edward Scissorhands.
 
Try "looks like."
Google's often better with vernacular for this kind of thing.
You'll have to -mandela though.
Also: searching "poor man's" "morgan freeman" -mandela got me to Bill Cobbs.
(You gotta think like the Internet to get anywhere on it, unfortunately.)
 
Oh, I know him from Go On, I think.
I think we have a winner.
 
yey!
 
Congratulations! [confetti]
 
12:10 AM
Thanks for your help.
Now it's after 2:00am and I gotta get some sleep.
 
He was pretty great in Taking of Pelham One Two Three.
G'night!
Like, I remember him being in it despite him not getting a mention in its Wiki cast.
 
Oh, one last thing - is there a character sheet template for Obsidian Portal for FAE?
 
No clue.
@lisardggY [one Google later...] Dynamic sheet templates list mentions a WIP.
 
Yeah. Found it, but I don't think it's usable. I'll talk to my GM, who created the camapign.
Now, to bed!
 
ttfn
 
12:23 AM
@BESW Yeah. I have this problem when I'm using Opera, which is Chromium-based these days. They don't all fail to load, but a handful always do.
I am unfortunately having other, different problems in Pale Moon, so I am stuck in "Opium" for the time being.
 
I am not particularly discerning or learned about my browsers. I use Chrome for some stuff and Firefox for others mostly depending on the addons/extensions available to make each job easier.
...then I forget to check if new extensions are available for a year or two.
 
I am a little picky about browsers. I vastly preferred the original Opera browser, but then they shifted to a Chromium base without any of Opera's original features (and missing a few of Chromium's at first, like bookmarks). I... used Opera in part because I didn't like Chrome very much. So lately I've been using Pale Moon (a better-optimized version of Firefox) with enough extensions to make it behave somewhat like Opera used to.
But Pale Moon lately been moving focus to the URL bar over and over again when I try to type on certain sites, including Google, Amazon, and sometimes this chat.
 
Ew.
That does not seem like a feature.
 
I need to disable all my extensions briefly and make sure Flash is updated and all that. But for now, Opera's a functional backup. I just... really miss tab-stacking. A lot.
 
Tab-stacking? If that's a thing I do, I don't know the term for it.
 
12:33 AM
Very unlikely. It was unique to Opera. The others kinda sorta copied it in a less good way, and I think you still have to set an experimental flag to get it going in Chrome. I did finally find a Firefox extension that managed it, though.
You'd drag a tab on top of another tab to "stack" them. The arrow is so that you can pop them back out again to view them only when you want to.
 
Interesting.
 
It made many-tabbed browsing so much more organized.
 
I... would like that.
 
It's a bit more rough, but this will do it in Firefox. No Chrome or Chrome!Opera similar extension exists yet, to my knowledge. The Firefox one is sort of recent.
 
Okay, I like this about my new PC: Because he can use Deceive instead of Rapport or Provoke when he's undercover, he's better at interacting with people when he's pretending to be someone else.
(Like, +5 better.)
 
12:42 AM
This becomes this with said extension (it does some more things too, like customizable tab color options).
 
Looks very useful!
 
@BESW Pretty cool. Just that good at getting into the part? :v
 
Also looks like it messes with my keyboard shortcuts...
@Pixie Nah, he's unstable.
 
@BESW I see!
As for keyboard shortcuts, I'm not sure because I rarely use those. It may indeed interfere. There could be a way around it, though.
 
FBI Agent Peter Diamond uses animal sacrifice, mind control, and other nasty magic to do his job better.
 
12:44 AM
@BESW Oh, right, that one.
 
However, his mind and personality are slowly cracking apart.
 
Reminds me of... ah, shoot, I can't even say the character's name without major spoilers. A thing that happens in Tokyo Babylon.
 
Fair enough.
 
One of my favorite manga, but very... CLAMP. I do not know that I would steer someone into it blindly, or at least not before some of their other work.
 
If anyone understands Legend of the Five Rings / L5R, there's a question that needs retitling
 
12:54 AM
@doppelgreener [wave] Have you seen Agent Diamond?
 
@BESW just now!
I think we have worked out an extraordinarily good way to track modes, reinforcement and build.
 
Oh?
 
That construction chart at the bottom there.
 
Oh, yeah.
It'd be better in a spreadsheet, of course.
@doppelgreener I didn't pay for Shaping in the Occultist mode. Instead, I like the idea of shapeshifting being a not-casual thing for Agent Diamond--but he CAN do it.
(He just has to set up a lot of free invokes beforehand if he's going to do much of anything useful.)
Heads up, we've got a newcomer who thinks Stack's a forum.
Please flag his posts as not answers.
 
1:13 AM
@BESW the planes one is an answer though; it's just a bad one
 
Did two of 'em. The "what are planes" one appears to be an answer, just not a very good answer.
 
It's a rhetorical question.
And as you pointed out, it ignores half the question.
Numenera boxed set Kickstarter is in its final 24 hours.
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@BESW BAH! I only have 23 hours to work out whether I'm gonna spend money on this thing!? Dx
 
 
i am happy for this answer-brake thing
@BESW yes
see, if i do get this thing, I will be glad to have this thing, but I will feel bad for spending a lot of money on this thing
if I don't get this thing, I will be happy for not having spent that money, but I will feel bad for not having this thing for a game I think I probably will love.
 
1:25 AM
@doppelgreener Answer-brake?
 
(and the $120 I might spend on this - ignoring shipping - roughly equates to being $600 closer to being able to buy a unit)
@BESW I was referring to the rolling rate limits, but I just realised that is only for questions.
 
Ah, cool.
 
so there is no answer-brake
 
"There is no answer-brake. There is only Mxyzplk."
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1:41 AM
@BESW: hahaha
 
I like that "sifts through the pile of dead bodies for treasure" is the go-to action for even our gentlest and most innocent party member.
 
haha
 
Is there a nice article anywhere that compares Numenara to other popular game systems?
That box set is tempting, but I don't want to go for it unless I think I'm gonna enjoy the game.
 
@Grubermensch I'm not aware of any comparison article, but there are reviews... there is a website for the game... there are PDFs of the books
 
any particularly good reviews? I don't need links, just sources
 
1:51 AM
rpg.net reviews are often pretty good, not least because there's usually multiple reviews by different people.
 
Mechanical complexity it's somewhere between D&D and Fate. Setting-wise, it's different to any other that I'm aware of.
(I have the PDFs that I have read through a couple of times... never played)
 
@Adeptus That.... is not a helpful delineation
I suppose you have confirmed there that Monte was not on an insane quest to recreate DeadEarth
 
@Grubermensch yeah it was a bit broad :P
The website is pretty good at describing the basics
 
@Grubermensch Hooray!
 
@Adeptus What I'm really looking for is: If you liked X from D&D and Y from Exalted and Z from Fate, you'll find Numenara cool
 
2:02 AM
Fate-like things: 1. characters are described as "an adjective noun who verbs" each chosen from a list - adjective includes fast, strong, etc, plus some more unusual stuff; noun is one of the 3 classes (rough equivalent of fighter, wizard, rogue); verb covers a range of abilities from "wields two weapons" to "bears a fiery halo"
2. Experience points are awarded when the GM wants to add a complication. The affected player gets 2 XP, one of which he must assign to another player
(also for accomplishing goals & roleplaying)
XP can be used to boost a roll, or saved for character advancement
D&D-like things: Though the setting is far future, it does have fantasy-like elements. Technology is "indistinguishable from magic". Main classes, as I said, are basically fighter, rogue, wizard (by different names)
Exalted, I don't know anything about...
got to go now, but I can add more later if you like
 
 
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3:23 AM
 
3:35 AM
I like that he claims to be Ms. Wayne, but the username is Oshogbo. A+ spam, would burninate.
 
Besides, we all know Bruce is a bachelor and there aren't any other Waynes floating around.
 
@BESW There can be only one.
 
I was experimenting with voices for Agent Diamond and discovered that a really lazy Christopher Walken impression seems about right.
 
Grr. Having a "can't hit the broad side of a barn" day in Pathfinder. I got a nat 20 on init, though. Thanks, dice.
 
@Pixie So you can miss first!
 
3:50 AM
 
@Adeptus It is of the utmost strategic importance that I miss immediately. It cannot wait.
Also, I love mephits. I want to play a mephit. I want an entire party of mephits. Mephits.
 
it's a good word
 
@BESW that would be
 
@doppelgreener ....yes....?
 
@BESW ... about right
 
4:06 AM
[watches a few interviews]
 
Wheee, gears are really turning for my boyfriend's magical girl Fate character. Or rather magical boy.
 
Woo!
Christopher Walken on cooking: "It's like having a hobby and then you get to eat it."
 
A selectively mute boy with trouble connecting to others through speech; rather, he expresses himself best through art and dance. He struggled through systems that were not good for him until a kind doctor took him in and gave him a chance to really develop those skills. Doctor may be an NPC.
I wish I were more intimately familiar with some of his inspiration sources so I could help him brainstorm more, but Mytho from Princess Tutu numbers among them. (Grand anime, one I highly recommend. It's a delightfully meta fairy tale in magical girl's clothing. A story about telling stories.)
 
5:01 AM
@Pixie Any particular variety? Mephits come in a wide range of tasty and satisfying flavours, available at your local elemental and semi-elemental planes today for the low, low price of Summon Monster IV.
 
@Miniman All the mephits. All of them.
 
@Pixie I'm pretty sure there's technically an infinite number of mephit types.
Since any combination of elements can have a mephit, and everything is a combination of elements, somewhere out there is a Dogshit Mephit just waiting for you.
 
@Miniman That'd be one heck of a plane.
 
@Pixie Probably the shittiest place in the multiverse.
(Sorry.)
 
@Miniman Never be sorry for puns.
I'm disappointed I didn't think of that one.
 
5:05 AM
@Pixie Well, you're probably not as much of a shithead as I am.
 
Evening.
 
Hello.
 
5:45 AM
@Adeptus That was helpful, and I found a good review. I think I'm gonna back this, just have to decide whether to go the extra way for the real shinies.
 
"The Real Shinies" would be a good name for a band.
 
BACKED
Now I just have to wait five months for it to get here....
 
 
@BESW One of these things...
 
Two of these things are already in my queue.
(Neither of them is Veggie Tales.)
 
6:01 AM
I should get back to Xena. I watch it while I fold laundry usually. I... have not done that in a while.
 
I wish I could find more shows like Primeval. That was perfect for "watching" while I worked.
Partly because you knew everything important that happened just from listening to it.
 
Yeah. I picked Xena because it wasn't that hard to follow while multitasking.
 
These days I'm using MST3K, because while you usually have no idea what's going on if you don't watch the screen... when you look back up it never matters what you missed.
 
I'm playing with this generator, and...
> Your character would do almost anything to reunite with a tiny pianist.
 
...this would be another place for The Best Thing To Add To A Fortune Cookie.
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By which I mean, of course, "...with this fully armed and operational battle station!"
> More than anything, your character wants to save a lost ice cream truck driver with this fully armed and operational battle station!
 
6:19 AM
Pfff, I hadn't heard that one before.
 
It really works much better than "in bed," I think.
 
That's how we played it in high school. A friend's family owned a Chinese restaurant that delivered to the school, so fortune cookies were a common sight. It's rather funny in some circumstances but completely boring in others.
 
Nothing's going to work universally, but...
"Your passions will sweep you away ...with this fully armed and operational battle station!"
"Anyone who dares to be, can never be weak ...with this fully armed and operational battle station!"
And so forth.
 
Yeah, definitely not, but I can see that one having a little more mileage.
Ooooh, someone got marshmallow fluff. I can make the s'mores I wanted but kept forgetting to buy graham crackers for (the marshmallows had gone bad by the time I excitedly brought home the graham crackers).
... but now my graham crackers are gone.
(thus ends the tale of a tragic heroine)
 
6:48 AM
I have entered into that strange post-mid-season-finale emotional state that is equal parts devastated at what just happened and incredibly excited to find out what happens next.
Dammit Joss! You win again!
 
Yes, but in the meantime we get Agent Carter.
 
7:12 AM
@Pixie marshmallows can go bad?!?
 
@doppelgreener They get stale.
 
nooooo
 
"Your character desperately wants to protect the innocent ...with this fully armed and operational battle station!"
"Your character would do almost anything to create an unforgettable piece of art ...with this fully armed and operational battle station!"
You know, I think these would make interesting Lady Blackbird/Lasers & Feelings plots.
"You have a Death Star, and your goal is to do something that Death Stars are really not suited for. But... you have to use a Death Star to do it."
(Why? Because we paid for it, and we're going to get our money's worth.)
 
"but... if we have a budget of trillions, surely we can afford $100 for..."
"No! Money's worth! Use what you've got!"
"but the fuel for this costs thousands of --"
"No more questions!"
 
From that perspective, it'd also make a good Paranoia plot.
(Paranoia... in SPAAAAACE!)
 
7:20 AM
"Paint these walls."
"Yes friend computer."
"You may find the paint in ultraviolet sector."
"Uh... Yes friend computer."
"Use the death star to do it."
"Yes, friend computer."
(quiet aside whispers: "What's a death star?")
 
"Friend computer, this citizen does not know what a Death Star is. Clearly he is a spy."
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[checks] still no Paranoia PDFs out on drivethrustuff yet...
 
...it is once again The Time Of Year When I Look For The Song Which Is Not.
A rendition of Good King Wenceslas with minimal instrumentation (preferably a single flute), and only two singers: a deep-voiced man who sings the King's lines and a tenor boy who sings the Page's lines. They sing the narrative stanzas according to which character is acting, singing together if it's unclear.
This one is very close: if it weren't for the choral, I'd be okay with the overheavy instrumentation.
Bonus points for British accents.
 
@doppelgreener I said the same thing! Not just stale either but sticky and weepy and... off. It was an eye-opening experience.
 
7:58 AM
@trogdor Heads-up since you're GMing tomorrow: I'm hacking the magic from Secret Life of Cats into my PC.
 
I am not sure how Greensleeves got to be a Christmas song, but that reminds me, I do need to find one I enjoy fully. I love the song, but I find recorded versions are often lacking something.
 
@BESW yeah, I saw this
 
@Pixie This year, one of the elementary schools is using One Tin Soldier as a Christmas song.
 
I hope they follow up with Fire Coming Out of a Monkey's Head.
 
8:02 AM
@BESW That is... interesting.
Greensleeves has been for several hundred years, for reasons unclear to me. Even the original that doesn't include any Christmas or winter-related lyrics at all. But I can't complain. It is a brief respite from... other things.
 
I'm fond of Riu Riu Chiu.
 
@BESW I have not heard this. It is fantastic!
 
Is it not?
Mmmm, this black bean sauce is going to be excellent.
Most black bean sauce calls for fermented beans, which I can't use. But this one is super simple and unfermented. I didn't have red pepper so I used a little chili powder, and I used lemon juice in place of the grated orange.
 
8:18 AM
Sounds pretty good.
 
It's tasting a lot better than I expected.
Unfortunately we have a new rice cooker that isn't sautéing as well as the last one, so the burgers and onions aren't cooking like they ought.
 
Then again, I just throw whatever spices I have on hand in with black beans and eat them as is. It's my go-to meal for the times that I'm unable to expend much effort on food. A good taste-to-effort ratio.
 
This meal is: leftover veggies from last night, black bean sauce, and chopped-up and sautéd veggie burgers with onions, served in pita pockets.
 
That sounds wonderful right now.
 
Normally on Friday nights we get fruit smoothies at a shop and watch the sun set over the ocean, but my mom's working and my car's behaving poorly.
 
8:25 AM
Aww, I see. Sounds like a nice thing to do regularly, though.
 
I instituted it because my mom was feeling cooped up in the house because my dad wasn't going outside much and if he's not going out, someone has to stay home.
So I figured out something he'd buy into, and putting a day of the week to it made it part of his schedule.
 
That is very thoughtful. Something like that can really make a big difference, too.
I rarely leave the house when I'm not working, and I've gotten hooked on going down to the local ice cream shop (or to the bookstore for the only coffee I actually enjoy) on my lunch break. I've never worked somewhere that I could walk to places before. It's delicious, but it's also a nice break.
 
8:44 AM
"More than anything, your character wants to be entertained ...with this fully armed and operational battle station!"
I've been in parties with that character.
Okay, one more.
"Your character badly wants to make friends ...with this fully armed and operational battle station!"
> New Besties: Because I have a fully armed and operational battle station, I can use Shoot instead of Rapport to make friends.
 
9:00 AM
@BESW "You're... going... to LOVE ME!" is even more convincing at gunpoint!
 
Yes.
 
My Little Delinquent: Friendship is Firepower
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@Pixie I love it.
@BESW I love this as well. XD
 
Yey!
I'm going through Agent Diamond and heavily annotating to see if there's any place I can improve or if there's anything I've missed.
I'd appreciate eyes on it, especially @doppelgreener and @trogdor.
 
mk
 
9:13 AM
@BESW I am about to be picked up for my dad's birthday dinner, but I will set an eye or two upon it briefly now and when I return (if i am in any state to do such a thing later)
 
Thanks.
 
I think I can work with this
though I am not sure all the magic he has is going to see too much potent use in what I have set up so far
 
@trogdor Naming lets him bless allies and curse enemies. That'll always find use, I think.
And Seeking's basic function is basically magical detective work with a side order of magical Notice.
 
yes, but he needs to make an animal sacrifice,... which won't lend to him cursing enemies too easily when he first meets them
seeking should be fine
and the blessing stuff for naming is too
the biggest problem is gonna be for him to find all that much useful info, both because he isn't where he would need to be to know all the right stuff, and because that kind of thing is kinda hard to set up in advance
thankfully, this is fate, so I can make you come up with stuff when you succeed
and when you fail, I am pretty sure I can work with that
and I have a couple ideas of what he might see if he gets a vision in a particular place
 
9:43 AM
He's also designed--with Seeking, especially--to be able to control the narrative in that Fately "Hey, I made up found some plot!" kind of way.
There are a lot of stunts he can take to be able to use his skills different ways--mind control, dreamwalking, invisibility--and the only reason I haven't chosen them is that I want to pick them mid-session so they're relephant.
 
mk
well then my only real concern is not a big deal
I don't think I will end up with info I have to give you that I do not have along with not being able to just tell you "ok, so what did you find?"
 
I will happily tell you what I found.
 
my point exactly
 
10:09 AM
VTC as crazily broad : rpg.stackexchange.com/q/53053/15469
 
 
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11:47 AM
I need an aspect representing the corrupting effect of magic on my PC's mind.
I want to leave it open whether the magic has an agenda or not, but it's twisting his priorities and slowly driving him insane.
 
12:36 PM
 
lol
 
1:11 PM
@besw that just made my morning
 
Good Morning
 
@besw that battle station aspect is amazing
 
[wave] [grin]
 
hahaha
the nixon pose is what sells it
 
1:29 PM
I googled Cthulhu parodies and that was one of the image results.
 
2:03 PM
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Q: Blood and Smoke to Vampire the Requiem 2e

xenoterracideThis is a follow up to this Please synomise (or delete) Blood and Smoke with vampire-the-reqium-2 can we please ,migrate synomise the blood-and-smoke to (I believe that's the tag suggested by previous threads) vampire-the-requiem-2e as of a little over a week ago Blood & Smoke is no longer ava...

 
Heres the thing with this...
Classic World of Darkness - each species is its own game
New World of Darkness - One game, species are NOT individual games, simply splats
 
very true
 
New World of Darkness 2e - See classic... and new world of darkness
There is NO consistent way to tag this
 
See also: emergent folksonomy.
 
2:10 PM
nwod tags has had like 10 meta questions
 
@waxeagle just wanna say thanks for running again last night
I enjoyed it, and I wasnt actually crestfallen for beating the dungeon big bad, I just thought hed have more HP, but I think we just handled it right
 
@JoshuaAslanSmith Wait, which one?
 
@JoshuaAslanSmith yeah no, good strategy, and the encounter was a touch lower level than it should have been
@Miniman mondath and cyanwrath were together thanks to the antics from the previous room
@Miniman they haven't met the roper yet :)
 
It gets so many questions because the current tags are messed up. Our tags are emergent, yes, with a bit of guidance from the community ... in the absolute wrong direction for usability
 
@waxeagle Sorry...
 
2:12 PM
@Miniman tis Ok
 
@waxeagle Mine did that too. She kept bringing him back every time they took him down, twas hilarious
 
@Miniman they wisely took out the cleric first
they launched fog cloud, and then followed it with faerie fire
she was the only one lit through the fog
 
@waxeagle Mine tried for the Assassin, but he got seriosuly messed up by Spirit Guardians
those thins + spiritual weapon, cleric's free dpr per round is nuts
 
@Miniman that was frulam's opening move, but it never got off. this party has serious ranged options
 
@waxeagle Ah, at that point mine had a ridiculous ranger and that was it
(Except the cleric whose guiding bolt invariably missed for some reason)
 
2:17 PM
@Miniman yeah, we have a ranger (though melee, he has enough dex to make good with the ranged attacks), xbow cleric, bard, wiz and EK
 
@waxeagle Ours is pure bow ranger, assassin rogue, tempest cleric, ek, and wiz/barbarian
 
wiz/barb has to be fun. Should also mention they are overleveled by a level
 
@waxeagle Wiz/barb is...odd. It fits the character, and he roleplays it beautifully, but it doesn't sync all that well.
 
3:02 PM
Yeah I like having the 16 dex
my to hit is even for ranged and melee right now
it will stay that way until 12 at least
because level 8 feat is going to be medium armor mastery
Need the AC real bad lol
@Miniman some context I was the one who went out for the duel at the end of the seige. I failed to hit him, he then dragonbreathed me (I dodged but wax rolled really high damage) and then he attacked me knocking me out and then coup'd me on the ground
 
4:04 PM
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Q: Experiences with splitting the move action?

mawimawiIn D&D5e a player can choose to do his standard action while moving. So a character (who can normally move 30 feet) may move 10 feet, then attack, and then move again in any direction up to his total allowed distance (20 feet). Rules like Attack Of Opportunity still hold, so when the character wo...

I believe Im giving the correct response
 
@JoshuaAslanSmith You did. I edited the question. What do you think now?
 
I still think its too broad
 
I understand some of the alignment restrictions but this is just too much.
 
alignments are totaly silly
 
That is dumb.
@JoshuaAslanSmith Silly but this is just completely illogical
What the hell should alignment have to do with being able to have the skill to trip something when you slam into it!
 
4:20 PM
technically it allows you to be good, you just need to worship evil
"X isn't evil, he's just misunderstood"
 
Still why the need to worship evil?
 
 
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6:20 PM
chirp chirp
 
Ribbit ribbit
 
6:45 PM
And the dog says "MOOO"
Wait a second
 
7:19 PM
I'm pretty sure I have a t-shirt like that.
 
lol
God I am tired.
 
8:21 PM
@Aaron as long as 3 singing pigs say La-La-La we're good
 
We need to make a DnD farm song.
 
9:19 PM
like some dwarf says in Snow White and the Huntsman after hearing some fellow dwarf hum the work song from the Disney movie: "If he starts whistling, I'll smash his face in."
That indie bundle that was in the feeds looks really good. Breaking the Ice, DitV, Trollbabe, tSoY, Sorcerer, MLWM and Polaris in the same packet? If I weren't so stingy I'd be sold.
Also, I already got Polaris when it was for free on Leheman's site.
 
10:15 PM
Numfar! Dance the Dance of Insufficient Sleep!
This is going to be epic and silly, I can already tell:
Well now we need to list amazing Christmas specials that never were.
Dexter realizes his latest victim is Santa Claus. He takes his place for the night in the interest of studying "Christmas Cheer."
 
Unfortunately I'm not in the mood for anything silly.
I was postulating my seriousness might be a product of never having had a brother. You know, when you're alone all day and nobody ever pranks you you don't get the habit
 
One of my good friends is a fraternal twin with three non-twin brothers (two older and one younger). They're all quite as differently tempered as can be, and one of the most dramatic differences is between the two twins; one was always very serious and the other was always... very not.
(The only reason I say "one of the most dramatic differences" is that the youngest brother is so different from all the others that it's sometimes like he's from another family entirely.)
 
10:30 PM
Ah I should stop to auto-analyse my psiche
wherever the ys should fall
I'm in that weird mood where I'm ill and I told my friends not to come playing D&D but I'd like to play something but nothing really catches my will and two people suggested me to go to a therapist but I won't because I'm stingy and lazy.
How this is a recurring mood is a mystery to me.
 
[patpat] Hot tea with lemon and honey is a good partial response to most illnesses, but I can't really help with the rest. I have a different brand of willful ennui.
 
I wish my doctor could just tell me "you have this incurable illness, there's nothing you can do, just live with your recurring swollen tonsil and lymph nodes and your dry yet running nose.
But no, it's "take this, maybe it will work"
 
Heh.
This summer I spent a couple hundred dollars copay on thousands of dollars of uncomfortable, nauseating tests. The result: "You have cysts in an organ on the right side of your body. What? The pain on the left side that you came in about? No clue. Try Tylenol."
 
10:47 PM
what kind of stupidly painful or lethal illness do I need, before some doctor diagnoses me? I keep having the same symptoms every now and then, I refuse to believe it's just some flu.
Why always on my left nostril? WHY?
 
It took years for my mother's thyroid problem to be accurately diagnosed, because the symptoms were so generic.
 
Also, looking at the PC must be reducing my salivation. I don't feel swallowing pains unless I actively try swallowing.
And this posture can't be good for my neck pain
My diagnosis is: I'm getting old all of sudden, at the age of 30.
And now I'm leaving earlier than I would, because medications. :(
Bye bye
 

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