As for why I wrote the above long analysis: I don't like unanswered questions from either side of the party. All questions must be paired with an answer, even if a perceived oneAll conversations must be traceable to the smallest thought chain
or I am just speaking to thin air and thus flooding the chat as a side effect on trying to give an explanation
But it does not matter, it is your inconvenience anyway for not paying attention.
The way I speak means that if you are paying attention and actually trying to check, then it is meaningful, but if you choose to not care, then it become such a gigantic bulk that will hinder the normal operations of said chat room as a side effect (which also accidentally doubles as a punishment for not taking me seriously)
Kaumudi is right, that bullying past of the high school has twisted this soul beyond recognition.
I knew of so many ways to bypass every single mechanism of ignore, hidden, ghosting, unfriend, hell ban etc.
As a consequence of not paying attention, it is impossible to ignore me, or my group