@A.B. So, if you need someone to talk to about your concerns I'm open to having that discussion (not like immediately though as it's late here and I should be heading to bed soon). However, I wanted to make some things clear: nobody here thinks your evil, nobody here is trying to kick you out. We're happy to have you here.
You've butted against some community norms a couple of times and it seems, from my POV, like you may have not fully understood people's concerns (I'm not doubting your intelligence or anything here, listening to multiple people telling you things can be confusing). That can be remedied if you are willing to listen and take some time to understand what people are saying. But it is definitely nothing personal, I promise.