some people can travel overseas to study right after graduation without first holding a position to gain some money. Some people having no position for long but can still rent a luxurious house to register in a unoversity nearby. Some people like me having no position can only stay in a ghetto where not only there is no warm shower facility but there is ironic Bombarder who can just discpurage you.

this world is so unfair.

when you are seeking help, but what you see all around you are naive and irrational people. This makes you irritable.

I just took a cold half shower.

I have not experienced an intact housing for long. Two days ago, I dreamt of my undergtaduate classmate Rui-Mei took me to a building. She told me there are some empty houses in this building. I thought how nice if I can find a place to accommodate me there.

But I waked before actually exploring whether there is any house in which I can take a shelter.

It's around 22 C now.

Checking the temperature records on the passing day, I found the highest temoerature was 29.3 C at 3 pm.