My motive to become a mod is none (other than helping the community). I have no (monetary) gain out of it. Arguably, not having any motives is good, because when you have no motives, you have no reason to stop (compared to that motive going and you leaving the position). I spent my last few months here, and I'm starting to understand how everyone thinks. I believe that I can show everyone that I'm worthy by the election time.
I agree that I'm not in my best days to be a mod (last days of school, the most important exams are in last few days, barely getting any sleep. Plus I've did stuff that'd show that I'm not worthy to be a mod in the past, regaining trust would be way easier with time), an election in about 6 months would be way better for me.