Recycle Bin - 2018-06-21

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

12:10 AM

@Terrance u take that question and change the group

I'm too drunk to do that. don't root and drink

star messages for everyone !!!

Fabby, you're banned !!! I ban theee. Begone

WinEunuuchs2Unix

@SergiyKolodyazhnyy LOL at root and drink. But I drink beer... Is Rootbeer evil? :p

WinEunuuchs2Unix

12:35 AM

@Rinzwind Hi Windy. Good to see your shadowy Avatar in person.

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

1:21 AM

@WinEunuuchs2Unix I will root your beer powers with my sudo powers. Begone !

By the power of sudo I cast thee out

I think I'm at 5 shots of armenian brandy and beer

Begone beer !

I cast thee from the shadows of evil. aThough powers of sudo shall not have my power over root. Drop all the tables and may bobby tables live long and prosper

I cast bounty on theee

WinEunuuchs2Unix

1:48 AM

@SergiyKolodyazhnyy Haha it doust sound as tho Thomas has cast a ward on thee :P

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

2:10 AM

Thomas cast no spell on me, for I am darker than Thomas. I dwell in realms of shadows and dwell on close votes of the dammed

Begone the dark mod ! You haz no power here ! Modror it is not, Yoda I am in in taining. The force shall be with me

git out && sudo apt get up

Journeyman Geek

0_0

thinks @SergiyKolodyazhnyy will have an interesting morning

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

2:27 AM

@JourneymanGeek oh yes I will have

especially since sending a really really mean email to ad website where my father registered

at least good thing I used fox Mulder phone number

Journeyman Geek

aah

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

I can't deal with people no more. If people wanna argue, let them argue. I'm just admin

But also WTF

but also daym

but also god I'm tired

i got to the point of this, almost 30, 'and I've basically no goddamn life

@WinEunuuchs2Unix ye no whistle in the comments. I'm drunk but not drunk enough. Bounty begone !

I haven't offered bounties in long time.

And I'm not talking about that chocolate bar

huh

It's such a mess. I don't have neither path in IT, nor in engineering. Everything is just....

I got to 61k and I've no feeling about it. I spent so muchn time on it, and now everything will just crble

years of my life just plain gone

Everything is such a mess

Other people stupid, no problem. I have a bit of mistake, just all hell breaks loose.

I'm so mad

why i even go to college

just 10 years of pain

and even then my project people say isn't serious

what's serious

what's life

i flew 10,000 miles literally, just to make up, fix everything

all pointless

i try and try all pointless

and if cl netbox makes another gifdamn joke about vodka and coffee i swear I'll just break all computers in my room. No more development, no more shell or Python or anything. Just motherboards flying outta window

i am fine, very fine. Last time i was drinking i sat under damn rain trying to apologize all night, then two days, literally sick, riding god knows where juet to ask for forgiveness

sick, sitting under rain, under snow, and no one cares

Journeyman Geek

3:17 AM

:(

I've been there. Sucks man

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

very sucks

screw grammar

Journeyman Geek

Grammar can go ... do something to itself.

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

exactly

i been trying to get a TEFL certificate. Why. because maybe I can go teach English in China. who cares. Exactly no one. Flew 10,000 miles and no use

Journeyman Geek

:(

weren't you dating someone there?

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

yeah. and because I was drunk last years, i told her i cheated with coworker. Which wasn't even that much. We went out to eat and I kissd her 3 times or so.

we literally didn't even have sex

but i got depression over last years, flew to China, tried to find her apologize, even eas going to do TEFL to maybe get a job and actually live there if we make up

that's what I'm talking about

I went to wrong university and sat under rain two days in a row, till I realized it was wrong university.

found a right one, went there but she already went on vacation

she's still alright tho

even whe I'm drunk like this and mess, she's still saying nice things to me

Journeyman Geek

3:26 AM

ah

I feel ya man

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

At least i tried

Journeyman Geek

and that matters

cause its all ya can do

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

yeah

And that night I literally sat under rain whole night, till 5 am, on phone with her all the time

Journeyman Geek

Well, at least she's talking!

Even if that was... rough.

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

I couldn't explain then that I wasn't really caring about no coworker. I cared about her all the time. But also my life's been a mess. Especially then. I was liberally downing whole bottles of rum by myself.

Journeyman Geek

3:31 AM

dude, it dosen't sound like the booze helps

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

it wasnt helping. In fact it's reason why I told her about the coworker

and the coworker wasn't even what i cared about. she was embodiment of past infatuation plus missing my then girlfriend

Journeyman Geek

nods

Ya, that happens sometimes.

Especially when your heads in those dark places

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

so yeah, ladiz and gentlement. Here i come outnof my closet. I been an alcoholic last years spring. And also cheating bastartd

Journeyman Geek

eh, you had many moments of weakness, and a big one :(

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

oh and also giant academic failure because i was stuck in engineering degree since 2009

Journeyman Geek

3:34 AM

heh

I dropped out of uni. Twice.

Got a degree eventually

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

maybe smarter move on your part

Journeyman Geek

Also just got rejected for my dream job.

And my parents are supposed to match make me, and probably completely blew my chances with someone who was a damn near perfect fit at first glance

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

I wasn't ready. Im fact i didn't expect having to deal with my engineering faculty, with CS faculty wich plain sucks.

Journeyman Geek

Dealing with unis is a pain

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

Eh, a college professor friend of mine tried to match me. But the lady is 1) older than me so she probably cares not about my situation and instability and 2) looks at someone nin entirely different state

So yeah, I'm not going into relationship in 2018. too mucj drama.

and I'm incapable anyway

Journeyman Geek

3:38 AM

Ya

Take your time there

Sergiy Kolodyazhnyy

mods are gonna have one hell of a time reading past few hours

inb4, I'm sorry mods

i do love u tho

Journeyman Geek

hah