(Un)fortunately, my relationship with Java is long over. It is indeed a fact that there was a time when life without her as a young teen was just so unthinkable.
But she just chose to be stubborn and refused to make any significant changes to who she was as time passed on and yet each day she would alert me to a new mood swing or change in flavor and the transition would take ages and require us to start over, ughh.
I was, in a way, forced by her to move on. And now any of her attempts to reenter my life will only be met with sad smiles and polite denials. I look back at her fondly, but she…