@Cowper (I Am Not A Doctor) I tend to be melancholic, perhaps depressive, as several of my family members also (some of these things are hereditary, I think?) But chemistry fixes don't seem to always completely fix what we want to see fixed.
This is certainly opinion, and it may be unpopular: Sometimes the "problem" is just part of us and we _can't_ "fix" it. I mean, you can modify some of your physical chemistry, but in some cases it never really reaches your target.
I hope this doesn't make folks too uncomfortable, and you won't feel that I'm being too intrusive, and also that M.A.R won't…