Just logged in for the first time in three months and saw your news @Dennis. I'm so sorry to hear about your mind state and hope that it's trending in the right direction. And please don't beat yourself up about our reactions here, anyone who values TIO and the work you put into it would only want the best for you.
I was logging in because we have a new release of Chapel 1.22 today and I was going to request that TIO be updated to include it. But there's no hurry