I have to move on. I can't stay with you forever. I'm just not good enough for you. I really hope that we can stay friends and at least try and forget. It's hurting me as much as it's hurting me. Trust me. I'm not changing my mind this time
i had a job where the computers were locked down horribly (it wasn't a dev job, though. and i still managed to write a html page with a blackjack game on it, and draw things with MS paint)