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"Tell them I'm sorry."

Oct 26 at 18:01, 1 hour 58 minutes total – 261 messages, 6 users, 8 stars

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18:56
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We pick up as Brune and Jack have both been hospitalized with serious wounds after the scrap with Brother Seapo, and Alex and Darrion are headed back to the university, waiting for some news on their hospitalized friends, noticing along the way that a certain vehicle from the church can now be found close to the hospital.
Oct 26 at 20:00, by bobble
"I have a bad feeling about this."
19:03
I have a worse feeling about my clothes nearly manages to escape Darri's mouth before he clamps that down
Alex and Darri, is there anything you would like to accomplish in between heading back home and nightfall? You do get a phone call telling you that neither of them will be released today and will be spending the night in the hospital.
As in before we get home, or afterwards?
Either.
IIRC, you were taking the bus towards the university.
Darri will text Kiko to meet up & then rendezvous with her after his shower to infodump at her. [we don't have to actually play that through, just assume she gets caught up]
Jack, you are neither allowed to see Brune nor allowed to leave at the very least until tomorrow.
@bobble (thumbsup) She seems very concerned at the prospect of an insane knife-wielding priest running around loose with potentially world-ending objects, as any reasonable person would be.
19:08
@Mithical "No it's fine, I didn't want to see him just yet anyway," Jack seethes, "But I'll stay put like you asked anyway."
Darri nods sagely at her post-infodump worried rant while sipping more tea from her infinite stash. He'll probably crash at her place tonight, he doesn't feel safe sleeping alone.
@Mithical @Ginger?
back, sorry
@Mithical Alex will ask the receptionist if their servers have been working correctly, and in the very likely event that she knows nothing they will head back to their office
@Ginger There was a brief outage of the computer system for around ten minutes earlier, with no clear cause.
fascinating.
19:13
So Jack will be sleeping in the hospital, Alex in their office, and Darri in Kiko's dorm.
Anything else, or are we ready to dive into dreaming?
(We'll get to Brune in a minute.)
@Mithical 👍🏻
@Mithical 👍
:thumbsup:
Jack, as you drift off, you find yourself in an empty room. The walls and ceiling are a flat gray, with no visible light source, but a dim light illuminates the place anyway. A flat metal door with a simple knob sits slightly ajar at one end.
After a moment, you are joined by Alex, and then by Darrion.
@Mithical "Here we... Wait... Are you..?" And he reaches out for Alex and Darrion.
19:17
"AGAIN???"
"Can I not have one, just one, normal night?"
Brune.
Darri checks his clothes to see if he at least has a good outfit this time
You're drugged.
Naturally.
"Evidently not. We're in for a good time, I bet"
19:18
"I'm guessing you're both the real yous?" And Jack goes to give them a hug, "I thought I'd be facing my dreams alone," he says by way of an explanation for the hug
What does my shadow look like?
You are being kept unconscious, and yet your consciousness is still active. You open your eyes to find yourself next to yourself - next to your own body stretched flat on a bed, your dream self in your chair next to it.
@Ginger Haggard and thin.
hm
what direction is it pointing?
Away from the door.
"Besides that time I got knocked out by the seaweed, I mean. I skipped dreaming, right? But that doesn't count because of the EVIL SEAWEED that sent me to the HOSPITAL."
(right? that's what I remember)
19:20
curious
@bobble (yep - you were drugged by Antonelli to prevent dreaming then)
@AncientSwordRage Alex makes a muffled noise as Jack squeezes the air out of their lungs.
Brune stares hopelessly at his unconscious body. Seeing himself from the outside feels like looking at a stranger, like he's seeing someone he doesn't recognize. He looks around for Dr. Krath, or anyone else.
"I wish I could have skipped dreaming... Has anyone seen this dream before? All I remember from my dreams are boats, and islands and some monster thing."
@Mithical what is Jack wearing, his age and if he has his cane still?
oh yeah how do I look
^^
19:22
Yeah, what is Darri wearing?
@Sciborg You can see your own mangled shoulder, not yet stitched up. All of your other cuts and bruises are there, whatever's not covered by the paper-thin gown you're dressed in.
You're all wearing the clothes that you would wear on a normal day. You all look, for the most part, as you do normally - although perhaps a tad taller, or otherwise how you see yourself that may not be entirely accurate.
You are yourself in your own mind's eye.
@Mithical (Jack looks exactly the same as in real life)
Brune rolls slowly over to his own back - he was always a side sleeper - and gingerly reaches as if to touch the faint surgical scar winding down his own spine. He draws back, feeling a strange stinging in the corners of his eyes. He's never been anything but broken, and that hasn't changed now. He let them all down. Again.
Darri squints at his pretty green skirt decorated with daffodils and the crisp polo with the Bardot Lab logo on the pocket. "Well, it's not a bad outfit. The world can stay on probation for now."
"So, this room... That door? Any ideas?" Jack says matter of factly
19:27
This is how he dressed when he last went to a conference. Yes, it was on the west coast. He saved the picture of himself because he thought he looked particularly science-y
The squeak of a door rings in the ears of all four of you. Brune, you look up and see the door to the theater open. The rest of you hear it coming from just outside the door to the room you are in.
Jack goes to investigate the door, leaving the other two behind
Brune automatically rolls back, as if expecting to collide with someone.
Alex waits in the back of the room, peering around Jack.
"What's the chance that refusing the engage with the dream will make it be normal?" Darri smooths his hands, with perfectly manicured nails that have tiny chemistry beakers painted on, down his skirt. "Never mind. Zero. The answer is there is zero chance this dream will be normal. I'm following Jack."
19:29
@AncientSwordRage You open the door, and find another door immediately outside it, now open. There's a scrubbed figure standing in the doorway, but past that, you see two Brunes.
Brune, you see Dr. Krath standing in the doorway. Behind her is Jack.
"Brune..." Jack starts angrily, then stops abruptly on seeing the duplicate Brune
Contrary to regulation, there is nobody else with Dr. Krath. She stands in the doorway, seemingly hesitating.
Brune digs his fingers hard into the armrests, the color draining from his face at the sight of her approaching his unconscious body, almost not even hearing Jack. She can't be...
Assuming she's part of the dream, Jack completely ignores Krath
"Brune, we need to talk..." Jack, steeled for the dream, is still processing why there's two Brune's
Do the rest of you enter the room with the two Brunes?
19:34
Alex is still hanging behind Jack
Darri has caught up to Jack and peeks around him
"Jack, I - you have to stop her," Brune says, hoarsely, faintly. His eyes are full of terror, locked on Krath as if seeing a ghost. "Stop her. Do something!"
Unfreezing, Dr. Krath goes to close the door. It swings shut and the lock clicks, leaving you all inside the operating theater.
"Doc? What's she going to do? Stop her how?"
Brune starts pushing urgently on the wheels in a blind panic, trying vainly to chase after her.
19:38
Julia pulls on a fresh pair of gloves, almost automatically, her eyes locked on Brune. The shadowless lights are turned on, illuminating Brune's ruined shoulder.
@Sciborg She doesn't give any indication that she can see or hear you or any of the others.
"No - no - please - STOP!" Brune is hyperventilating now. He tries to throw himself at her in an attempt to put himself between her and, well, himself.
You pass right through her as if you're a ghost.
Jack charges over to throw Krath off and away
Darri's eyes widen and he also tries to grab at Julia's arm
Both of you experience the same thing - your hands pass right through, insubstantial and ineffective.
Slowly, methodically, and professionally, Julia begins to work on the shoulder. The wound is cleaned, removing dirt and bits of fabric from the makeshift bandages. Entirely disconnected tissue is pulled out and the blood washed off.
19:42
"No, no no no no -" Brune buries his face in his hands and starts shaking with panicked sobs.
@Mithical Jack starts frantically looking for something he can interact with in the room
Alex is still standing just inside the doorway in shock.
@AncientSwordRage You come into contact with the walls and floor, as well as your friends. You find yourself unable to interact fully with anything else - you can feel that they're there, but if you attempt to interact with anything in any meaningful way, you pass through it like smoke.
They've only moved to avoid being hit by Krath as she locked the door.
Darri changes tactics, assuming that Jack will deal with Julia, and instead kneels down to take Doc's hands. "Hey, Doc. Hey, hey, look at me, Doc."
19:45
@Mithical Jack growls in frustration, "Whatever is out there, playing with us, now would be a great time to give your chess pieces some help" he says to no one in particular
Meanwhile, Krath begins the process of suturing the wound, stitching the slash closed, pressing the skin against itself over the wound. It's not pretty, and the stitches will have to come out when it is more healed, but it should prevent infection and help speed up the healing process. Brune, if you're paying attention, you know that so far she's done everything properly and successfully, even if against regulations by not having anyone to assist or supervise in any way.
"You were wrong," Brune chokes out. His fingers tremble violently in Darrion's grip. "I'm not a good doctor. I'm sorry. I'm sorry..."
"You saved Jack. You're a good person." Darri presses one of Doc's hands against Darri's own cheek. "You saved me. You're a good doctor."
"Also, if it helps, I told Kiko about the evil murder priest dude, so we have all the tea and riled-up gay grads that you need."
"Brune, look, you might be an idiot for what you did," and the big man heaves out a sigh, "But you did exactly what a good doctor would do. And we need you to hold it together."
Brune shudders, and some tears drip onto Darrion's sleeve, but his hand stays on Darrion's cheek, as if trying to cling to Darrion with everything he has left.
19:49
Then Jack turns vaguely towards the ceiling, "Anytime now would be good!"
@AncientSwordRage There is no response but the sound of the clink of Dr. Krath's implements.
@Mithical "Damnit," Jack growls under his breath.
Finally, Julia finishes the sutures. The shoulder has now been cleaned, treated, and stitched. The shoulder done, she stands there, looking at Brune. A vein pulses in her neck, and her face shifts as if she's repeatedly clenching and unclenching her jaw.
Darri clears his throat. "Not to ruin the moment, but now that you're, um, hopefully slightly less panicked, can we figure out what we're doing in this dream?" He turns to look at Alex. "You got a plan, IT wizard?"
Brune's other hand clenches on Darrion's hard enough to bruise, shaking badly; he doesn't respond. His eyes are fixed on Julia.
19:52
"meep"
2
Jack, noticing that Krath is done, turns to Brune, and after Darrion is finished, adds "And why are you so afraid of her?"
"Because she's an excellent surgeon," Brune says, in a hoarse whisper. "Just like me."
And then, for the first time throughout this entire process, she speaks.
"Brune. Brune Abernathy. Doctor Brune Abernathy."
She shakes her head. "The most respected surgeon in Scotland. Renowned for transplants."
She begins to pace.
Brune starts breathing unsteadily again. He clings to Darrion like the last lifeline of a drowning man.
@Sciborg "I'm going to need more than that." Jack says, arms folded resting them on his belly imposingly
19:57
"Soctland. Such a nice place. I do miss it some days."
A brittle laugh escapes her throat. "Dr. Brune Abernathy, the most renowned doctor in Scotland. Who better to take my baby brother to?"
Darri attempts to imitate his father, whispering "shh" and "mmm" while squeezing Brune's hand. He tries to remember what else people do to comfort the distressed, since his standard technique of saying "You're a good doctor" apparently wasn't enough
Brune's eyes widen, slowly, in silent realization. His breathing hitches. No...
👀
"Recovering from cancer, in remission, but missing a lung after all that. They told us you were the best person to put one in. Well."
"What did she say, Brune?!" Jack almost shouts, before hoarsely saying "What have you been keeping from us?"
20:01
Darri makes desperate "HELP" expressions at Alex
"The lung was perfect, of course." She spins around to stand directly over Brune, still stretched out on the table. Her eyes are open wide, her face twitching. "Such a shame you decided he didn't need his liver anymore."
Alex doesn't notice; they're staring directly at Krath and watching her monologue.
Jack wide eyed, turns to stare at Krath
Brune's face twitches, in silent revelation. His chest slowly rises and falls with harsh, ragged breaths. He feels as if he's finally staring his sins in the face. He couldn't run away from it after all.
Darri just squeezes Doc's hand again, trying to remind him that he's not alone
20:07
She clenches a scalpel, her knuckles going white. "And he wasn't the only one, was he? All those people, all those organs, Brune. And where did they all go? They went here, Brune. And now it's your turn. Fuck Hippocrates and fuck you, Brune. You're gonna feel what it's like to have your liver dumped in a pit to be fed on by monstrosities. You're a monster yourself."
And with that, she leans over and begins making an incision in Brune's side.
All of her words are just noises to Darri; he's decided that everyone else is dealing with weird doctor lady so he should deal with keeping their own nice doctor man grounded
Brune crumples slowly in his chair, unable to speak or move or do anything in the face of the words. He lets go of Darrion's hand and buries his face in his knees, unresisting. He wants nothing more than to be holding that scalpel himself.
"Brune! Tell us what she's on about!" Jack is back to bellowing
"Doc?" Darri whispers in his ear. "Doc, hiding from the dreams usually doesn't help matters."
"I told you I was a monster when you met me, Jack." Brune's voice is so weak it's almost inaudible, muffled by his hands. "You didn't seem to believe me."
20:15
@Sciborg "I need to hear it from you. Not whatever nightmare doctor is operating on you now. Do that for me at least, and I'll let you know if I believe you're still a monster."
Brune makes a feeble sound, something between defeat and acceptance. His eyes are still fixed on Julia with a guilt-stricken, beseeching expression, watching her hands.
"I don't know if she's really operating on you or it's some twisted dream, so I need you to spit it out now, for crying out loud."
The incision made, layers of skin, fat, and muscle peeled back, Julia begins tying off branches of veins and arteries, isolating half of the liver in preparation for a partial hepatectomy. Normally this would be done a while in advance, but these are hardly normal circumstances.
Carefully, slowly, in direct contrast to the anger and energy she had displayed earlier, she methodically works on the task at hand.
oh my god. it all makes sense now
Oct 26 at 20:04, by Mithical
only around 50% of it, don't worry, you can get by with 10%
20:22
I should've known
"I can't..." Brune presses his hands back to his face, dissolving into a wreck again. "Dear God. Not like this. Not here. I can't..."
"SPIT IT OUT!" Jack shouts at Brune, feeling a knife of betrayal twist in his stomach.
Jack gets up to pace, then shouts to the ceiling"Now damnit. I need something now. She can't kill him. I'm not finished with him"
And the big man falls to his knees crying his eyes out
Darri startles at the realization that one of the people in the "dealing with weird doctor lady" column has now moved into the "needs comforting" column
@AncientSwordRage The smell of blood and disinfectant fills your nostrils as the cold, unfeeling dream world continues to plod on.
He stretches a hand out to Jack. "Jack, hey, what are you thinking?"
20:27
@Mithical Jack barely notices as he carries on sobbing.
"I know you care so much, Jack, and that's why- but right now-"
Something about seeing Jack finally break down - after so long of seeing nothing but strength from such a tall, gentle giant - makes everything painfully real to Brune all over again. He shivers and ekes out a mumbled, "sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Alex mumbles something along the lines of "what the shit is happening"; they still have not moved, except to turn away from the blood
Further "HELP SOS" eyebrow wiggles are futility sent towards Alex.
@bobble "He.. he's.. "Jack breath hitches between sobs, "He's going to be dead. I... I... Wasn't ready."
20:30
"This. Is. A. Dream. One of the creepy magic dreams. We need a plan for what to do until we wake up. Jack, hey, Jack. Plan?"
Jack looks up at Darrion, his eyes red and bloodshot. "Does this look ... Look... look like any of the other dreams? Why are there two of him ... If.... If one isn't real?" His breath is still heaving between sobs, but he looks like he's pulling it together slightly
"Jack..." Brune murmurs, feebly, and finally musters the strength to speak. The horror that Julia is enacting on him mere feet away seems so far away. "I couldn't bring myself to... by God, Jack, I hadn't felt this way for anyone in so long that I couldn't..." He trails off, hesitant, and seems unsure of what he's even saying. "I deserve it, Jack. I deserve every damned moment of what she's about to do to me. And you deserve better."
"The weird doctor lady isn't real, right? We can't touch her. Have you tried touching the other Brune? How can you say he's real?"
Jack stands, and facing Brune says, "I was ready when Seapo had the knife to me, but I'm not ready... You're not off the hook yet. I just... We can't stop her..."
Turning to Darrion, "How do you know we aren't the ones who aren't real... I don't get any of this dream stuff... I don't know how it works..."
Alex tries and fails to open the door out, casting their gaze around the room for any other exits
20:36
"She won't kill me." Brune says it dully. "She'll let me live with it. Just like she knows I deserve."
"No, no. We are not going down that road. This is why I don't talk to the philosophy students. I think, therefore I am, okay?"
@Ginger No other exits.
@Sciborg "What... What do you mean. You need your liver. You need it all in one piece. Right?"
"The average human can survive with only a quarter of their liver intact. It is the only organ in the body that can regrow itself. Prometheus and the eagle indeed." Brune stares at her dully. "She has chosen a marvelous method of torture."
Jack, for the second time that night stares dumbfounded
20:39
"Brune, what the hell is happening?" Alex is still in the corner of the room, facing the wall.
Julia has begun the dissection process.
He looks at Darrion and Alex, mouthing "Prometheus?"
"Stole fire from the Greek gods, so they tied him down and had a bird eat his liver every day." Darri says quickly
"I read Riordan."
@bobble Jack stares at Darrion... Struggling to process what's happening
"He's... The Brune there... Real or not... Isn't dying?“
"What better way to torment an organ surgeon?" Brune smiles humorlessly. "I suppose she'll let me recover before she removes it again. It will make for excellent practice."
20:43
"This Brune doesn't think so, at least." Darri gestures with his head, since both his hands are currently occupied with comforting gestures
"Brune! Explanation! Who is this and why is she removing your liver?!"
The scalpel moving decisively and precisely, the organ is split in two. Julia emerges, a bloody piece of Brune in her gloved hand.
@Sciborg (for what it's worth, livers can't regenerate infinitely afaik. Only one lobe remains?)
Brune stares silently at his own insides, feeling one part cold and repulsed and another part faintly impressed with her technique.
"So. What now? Still waiting for a plan."
20:51
Brune's liver is wrapped in plastic and placed in a waiting, plain, unassuming cooler bag, which itself is waiting in a similarly unassuming backpack. Changing her gloves, she then goes to begin the task of closing the incision.
@bobble "We wait and see our friend get cut open then stitches up", Jack says coldly
Brune averts his eyes at last, finally unable to watch any further, and unceremoniously crumples forward in the chair and - for the first time in quite a while for a doctor who has assuredly seen much worse - makes a strangled retching noise as he holds back his lunch. Apparently watching himself be cut apart is enough.
Darri pats him on the back while sending yet more "HELP" looks to Alex
Alex moves over to Brune's side, looking everywhere but at the operating table.
Try as he might, Jack can't bring himself to look away
21:00
Brune coughs, wipes his mouth on his sleeve, and clings to Darrion in a desperate silence, finally forcing himself to look up at Julia again.
When you hurt people, shot living things, Darrion thinks to himself, it was to defend your friends. It wasn't this - cold-blooded - crime that she's doing. Just defending yourself. That's all
(i.e. Darri is having minor character revelations)
(happy to call it if it makes sense?)
(works for me either way)
(👍)
The incision is closed, the blood is washed off, and Brune is stitched back together for the second time that night. Finished, Julia stands there, staring at him, and then picks up the backpack, zips it closed, and exits the theater, leaving the door open and Brune stretched out on the operating table.
21:06
(sure)
:)
thank you all for tuning in tonight
@Mithical yikes! That was a good game, but what a reveal!

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